Prelims is finally over!!
i should be feeling happy rite
but instead i felt so cheated and upset
got back my cca record today
and i got only a stupid a2!
i mean this is so unfair..
being slogging my ass out for the school
and yet my effort have not being recognized
i noe there is a certain level of achievement whereby you can only obtain a maximum points
when pple have the extra time to participate in competition out of their area
i've being training my ass out for the national team
and yet that is not being recognised
just realise how unfair the entire system is
someone who is the head of cca, pmb exco, house representative gets the same point as someone who is normal monitor for 3 years
isnt that system trying to tell us dat
doing extra work and going an extra mile is useless
what about those character that the schools have being trying to inculcate in us?
arent we suppose to be rewarded for doing extra work and for putting in extra effort
this whole thing is so stupid
my dad told me not to get so upset over it
afterall an a1 or an a2, you will still get 2 bonus points
but the problem isnt the bonus point
it's the pride and not being appreciated
thanks to my dad, i feel so stupid
he said i wasnt smart enough to balance out my commitment
instead of going my best for one particular area
i should spread out my time for various activities
isnt jack of all trade and master of none a bad thing?
i think my life sux man
seems to be stuck with a2 all the time
am i realie dat stupid?
or it's just my life, my fate?
this is so UNFAIR!

wow today is already thursday
hahas times seem to pass realie fast
especially when u need alot of it

i miss you u alot
so much that i dun even noe how to put down in words
i bet u dunoe how much i miss you
but yes i do
miss the time we had together
miss the time talking to you
miss the time laughing with you
miss everything abt u..
bascially i miss you

okie just came back from suntec city
was at the computer exhibition
damn tired now but well we bought a new set of acer comp
an all in one printer
and the wireless network system
hmmm i think my mum bought some money printing machine
hahah suddenly so rich
buy so many stuffs
hmm had mep prelims today
well wat can i say
it's an exam!!
quite stressed before dat
but now at least one paper is over!! =)

i went sentosa today!!
hahah after dunoe how long man
and i'm burnt!!
shoulders hurting like mad now
hmm dunoe whether i got darker since i'm said to be immune to the sun
i guess this is an irreversible change man
doubt i will be fair in future
wen wanna get a tan but ruishan getting burnt instead
corny man i tell u
frisbee is a tough game man
4 sec 4 against 3 sec 3 and we still lost
haha this show dat we need some brushing up for our frisbee throwing skill
the frisbee just fly everywhere but the right place
hahaha went blading and i fell realie hard on my bum
and it still hurts now
haha so halfway thru i decided to change for bike instead
haha oh one sad tragedy happen
was riding to sunset bay den we saw ambulance and police car
apparently someone drowned
oh sunset bay area was happening man i tell u
wen was like saying that there's all kinds of sizes there
hahah stupid chiki, becca and wen pushed me into the water
and the sea water is horrible man
super duper salty *yuckz*
ruishan was complaining away abt getting burnt, dirty and wet
wanted to push her down but wen say she mite get angry
so i dropped the idea since i did too many notti things today
was quite shocked to see kerrie's (i dunoe her name) reaction when we throw sand on them
lala it was a fun-filled day i guess
well muz do it more often after O's=)