had my 1500m finals!! was freaking kan chiong in the morning man
and during warm-up my arch hurts man
lucky serene has counterpain or else i'll just die man
anyway i came in sixth with a new pb of 5.29 mins.. haha Praise God man
and yeeling came in 8th =) praise God!!
haha realie happy for her *grins*
both becca, henghui, cach, michelle and alan came down to support.. thanks so much guys=) your presence was definitely felt.. thanks for being such an amazing frenz=)
haha alan dear took ocp so this mean he doesnt have to go back to school
went for lunch with him and we studied for a while at united square

treasure what u have now.. because u wouldn't know when your time would be up
leaving your frenz for heaven..
do look back down and shower your blessings on all your frenz
hope that you have gone home safely .. home to your Father

i had flag day today.. was so tiring man!
initially i tot dat motivator dun have to do flag day.. just motivate the secondary pupils
but in the end we had to set an example and do flag day with them as well
stood under the blazing hot sun for 3 hours
both becca and i nearly died under the sun with our black tee and jeans!
oh i had a weird encounter
was asking this guy for donation and he started talking to me
he asked wat school i'm from and y am i doing flag day
and how 's life in hwa chong.. the weirdest part was when he asked for contact
gave some reason dat he is working on this project whereby he needs youth like me to help out
haha apparently he's from nyp
i was like oh no no no.. u should contact heartware because they organize events like this and there are many youth helpers there
haha phew like finally got rid of him
haha people in amk were quite generous.. i have this uncle donating 5 bucks and he still asked whether it was enough
hahah such kind hearts=)

hmm i have my finals tmr!!
freaking worried now
my da gege and both beccas are coming down *beams*
so nice of them to pon school just to watch me run =)
hope i wun be a disappointment

ytd was a funny day.. yanye was going on and on abt this guy with sexy legs.. haha and i have abolutely no clue who is he.. until alan showed me at the end of the day =)
though i din get to notice his legs.. haha and ytd was a great day!!
i saw all my darlings =)
haha yes all of them
it was jac's birthday dinner.. val, amanda, alexis, carol and shoe all turned up.. cool man =)
we went swensens and had so much fun there.. making so much noise dat some of teh customers would have eaten us alive =)
ahha oh and we took so many photos.. all the kissing shots..
it has being a lot time since all of us gathered and have fun.. realie missed all of them =)
anyway happy birthday jac dear!

overslept and missed the trg for flushing mad
becca told me she saw ak.. haha becca had to tell diana immediately..
church the whole day =)
sonshine kids makes me tired but i enjoyed it at the same time=)
nothing pleases me more than to have all the little children come running to you.. holding your hands possessively =)
those children are beginning to open up =) *beams* praise Lord man =)
after sonshine kids went down to yck gym to join eman, aloy and malcolm..
haha one bunch of funny dudes la
oh oh and i heard some interesting think abt aloy.. haha cant wait to share with becca haha

today is racial harmony day.. hee wore a punjabi to school.. diana, yuhui and fang wore ethnic costumes too.. it was cool man
kind of like my 1st time wearing other races' costumes =)
went back to school and i found quite lost even though i only missed one day of school.. intended to pon school tmr as well to watch judo.. but looking at the rate i'm going.. i think i'll just die if i continue missing school
though block test is over.. i have to start preparing for promos

heard something from terence.. was quite happy dat he has the intention of accepting christ.. realie hope dat the Lord will bring terence closer to Him..

i had my heats today!! ya 1500m.. was kind of freaking out yesterday and i thank GOD for weiren man.. haha he was trying his very best to calm me down and i guess he has an amazing effect on me.. i mean his effort.. haha i was feeling much better..
this morning i met weiren at the interchange.. haha talk abt coincidence man. started talking abt school and quite sad to find out dat he's not having a nice time in ac.. hmm guess he would be much happier here in hwa chong.. realie wish dat he had stayed in hwa chong..
hmm weiren is realie a great guy.. always trying his best to make pple feel good abt themselves.. =) wish dat GOD will just lead him thru watever obstacles he face in future and dat he will walk closely with GOD..
a great brother in christ =)
oh my heats.. haha i made it to the finals *beams*.. well hwa chong did well.. serene and yeeling made it to the finals too.. hahah well done girls =)
was so scared for serene but i'm realie great dat she made it =)
hope dat all of us will make it to the top 8 on finals which is this coming monday
realie nervous abt it.. oh saw tun win a few time
well ever since i was in track.. i dunoe whether it's unlucky or wat.. kept bumping into tun win
well seeing him brought back bad memories.. wait there wasnt much memories in the 1st place
shld just heck abt him.. after the heats, michelle practically dragged me back to school to play badminton.. haha we were like mad twits rushing back to play badminton.. haha
okie dat's all dun feel like going to school tmr..

wooh.. time passed so quicklY!! another week has gone by.. oh oh got back my maths, chem and f maths paper.. think i did not bad.. got an A for C maths, C for chem and i din realie fail my f maths!! -beams- haha i got an O!! haha that's a pass rite.. AO pass rather.. haha glad dat my parents were happy abt my result.. hee=) gonna prove them wrong man
have not being going out for the past week and i'm bored to death man!! haha gonna go out with my darlings today!! watch mean girls!! yay! =)
national is coming soon and i'm freaking out.. realie hope to contribute to hwa chong team by winning some points for them
but i think that chances are quite slim.. went for team dinner ytd with the trackers
haha had so much fun man
it was my 1st team dinner and the last too
had so much fun playing lame games like fuzzy wazzy.. haha it was retarded and joyce was damn cute lah. she took a longer time than me to figure out the trick behind the game.. haha felt quite bonded to them now.. =) at least i know more names now..
oh da gege is having his comp today.. lets hope dat hwa chong judo team wins!! all the way guys=)

oops.. being neglecting my blog.. haha well block tests are finally over.. and i'm dead sure i'll fail my f maths.. haha it was freakingly tough.. esp. section B.. i could only manage 1 out of 4 questions..
well the blcok test has made me realise many things
dear reagan was realie sweet.. never failing to wish me luck every morning
and he remembers everything too
like wat paper becca and i are having for the day and he would wish us specifically
not forgetting us in his prayer as well =)
well some people are just good at details while some sux at it

today wasnt a very nice day
had this weird mix of emotions balled up inside
had a talk with becca and carol abt some thoughts dat came along during altar call ytd
during altar call ytd, i prayed hard dat i could be of a service to God, and be his tool to bring others to christ
suddenly a tiny voice whisper to me saying dat i shld end it if i fail to do so
it frighten me and carol was asking how i know it was the Lord speaking to me
hmmm i'm not sure of dat either.. i guess i'll wait for indications or signs from Him during my quiet time
thanks carol and becca for being such a dear
always there when i need you guys
hmmm where are you i wonder...

Life is full of ups and downs
the walls dat were once built, are being demolished
only to realise dat the basic form of protection is gone
leaving a scared and vulnerable soul
happy to have those walls removed, ready to trust the world
now sad to see how helpless and fragile it became
the truth is reality and fantasy just dun go together
it's time to wake up and forget abt those fairy tales
because it's not gonna happen
so why continue dreaming abt it?
no matter how perfect u want things to be, there will definitely be flaws and shortcomings
so face up to reality..
but is it realie dat easy to do so?

there are things in life dat we often take it for granted
after talking to chengrong, i cun help but wonder
there are so many things dat i have yet to realise
have always believe and think dat it was impossible for me to cry over silly things
those walls have strengthened me back in sn
sarcasm was often used to combat any emotions
because i think dat by showing one's emotion to pple, will only make u weak and vulnerable..
perhaps the walls are gone now, and carol just made me realise dat hey tears come by easily
the more u try to fight it, the more stubborn they are to flow down your cheeks
hmmm tonight was terrible, maybe it was pms.. maybe it was... something else? i'm not sure -shrugs-