mum's birthday dinner on wed at jack's place
my dad ordered half a dozen of raw oysters
yes and since my brother and mum refused to eat it.. i shared it with my dad
and guess wat i had gastric flu ytd!!
so now the prime suspect is this plate of raw oysters!
yes it was a horrible and messy affair ytd
puked my gutz out can.. and i hate to vomit!
slept the entire afternoon and i'm still sleepy now!
i hate being sick.. well who doesnt rite.. so pple pls watch wat u eat
esp raw food! they might be comtaminated!! and before u know it, u'll be diagnosed with gastric flu or food poisoning!
no joke man.. it's awlful and disgustingly miserable!
but thank God i'm much better today.. still not much an appetite
but like wat diana say it's a good opportunity to lose weight!
haha so it's not dat bad to fall sick too =)
thanks to those who msg me and check on me.. i was quite touched
and to those good frenz who did not, i'm sure u guys wish me well too =)


oysters from jack's place

facial today! while my mum had spa
it was SHIOK man.. the facial took one and a half hour and i fell asleep
my pores are all open now and my skin feels so good!!
met up with dad for coffee at raffles place caltex house and we started talking abt As
was quite a sian topic but i know his concerns
after all As is like the most impt exam in your whole life!!
yes it determined your future man! so the stress is on me to produce good result
4 As.. the target of many, including me.. no wait change dat i'm desperate for 4As man
i mean who isnt rite.. everyone wants good result!
looking at all the banks at raffles place, will i end up as an accountant there.. or will i be doing something else?

oh talked to rachel at nite.. guess i've finally reached a conclusion to the whole cgl saga
i'm gonna have to resolve issue with ryan 1st.. before committing whole heartedly to being a cgl
i'll definitely not put off the idea of being a cgl.. it's merely on hold for now =)

prelims is over!!! hahah yes i'm a little slow
but i've been "partying" since thurs.. so no time to come online
haha no i din club!! good girl rite.. i promise not to club until after As and i'll stand by dat!

met up with amanda darling on thurs!! gosh i miss dat girl man
neva see her for a long long time!! haha
so we spent like 2.5 hours at mos yakking non stop!
and it was so fun just sitting there chilling
and yes my dear i'll msg u soon!!! haha
saw so many sn girls in town and at one point of time, we had a mini an gathering in wisma
haha and i saw carol dear too!!
haha yes i miss dat mad woman too!! and her hair is getting long!
so carol darling dun go cutting your hair ar! haha

met up with ryan on fri.. went to east coast and sat around
and i saw the "coolest" sports ever
haha now i know wat are those surfer like board for.. those u see Malays carrying ard with them
it was quite funny watching them watch the waves to ride on
and the waves are like so small and short.. but i guess it's realie fun for them

shopping on sat!! i finally got my 593!!
yes spent like 139.50 on it!
and i bought a top for forever 21 quite retro looking, and earrings =)
ooh i just love retail therapy!
haha mum's birthday dinner so i had to give service a miss
yup and den i met up with ryan after dinner.. which was like 10 plus?
and i din know service ended so late last nite or else i would have gone for service after dinner
we went esplanade and the funny thing wat, everyone was heading towards the station and we were heading the opposite direction.. haha
yup stayed out till quite late

cell on sun.. late as usual.. oops.. but i was seriously very tired
after cell i went straight home and slept my whole afternoon awaY! ..

okie just wanna thank JONATHAN CHOY here!!! yes thanks for talking to me tonight and for clearing all my doubtS!

hmm prelims so far was alright i guess
maths paper 1 was alright tho i made lots of careless mistakes
chem paper 3 was not too bad.. tho i wrote lots of rubbish for food chem
physics p1 &2 were kinda horrible.. paper 2 had so much calculations and it's quite worrying
f maths paper 1 horrible i guess..
initially i tot the paper was kinda easy until qn 8 onwards.. it was a nightmare!
yes there were 12 questions in the paper.. last qn was okie tho
so now i'm left with paper 2 for maths and f maths, paper1 &2 for chem and paper 3 for physics
and den i'm done with prelims!!

anyway left kinda horrible today so i grab my ipod and went for a run
while running i was just thinking of life now
kinda facing a struggle rite now
i mean i love Him and trust Him enough to just follow His will with no question
but right now i have doubts.. i'm not sure whether i'll be a good shepard
neither am i sure dat i'll be a good role model
and i have a huge problem dat's realie bothering me bout thie whole cell leader thingy
asked for an extension to submit the "contract"
coz i need more time to pray abt it..
hmmm how i wish everyone around me is a christian.. den everything would be so much better
i have more pple to consult abt this..
"Do not be yoked together with unbelievers" - 2 cor 6:14
one of the verses tat i actually remember
seriously i dunoe wat to do now.. wat step to take next
sign the contract? or give myself another year?
i hope the Lord will answer my prayer soon..
okie i better stop here..

reading room everyday from 1030 to 730
haha they can grant us permanent residency
reading room is depressing.. everyone is so hard at work
i'm kinda inefficient.. there's still so much left to study
and prelims is like in 2 days time!!
freaking out now
anyway something realie interesting happened on the train today
i was kinda digusted at this guy who was so indifferent to his WIFE!!
yes we are talking about married couple with children
the wife was holding his arm but he was having this bo chap attitude
i bet he wasnt even listening to his wife la!
after like a min, he let go of his wife's hand!
i was like hey man u gotta treat your wife better man!
his wife was busy attending to their little boy probably ard 3 years old
yes and the train was kinda unstable, he din even bother to hold his wife or at least put his hand behind her back
i was almost ready to condemn him when he suddenly show affection to his boy
after that he was much better coz he put his hand on his wife's shoulder
an older couple make my day!
when i say older couple i meant 50+ years old couple
yes they were like so loving and the uncle was like holding his wife's hand!
so sweet rite.. i love seeing old couples acting lovey dovey
last episode of baby blues tonight
so much propaganda in dat show!!
but it works!! i wanna have children!!
at least 3 definitely!! =)
i think babies are just the most adorable "thing" on earth!!!

tired tired tired.. i'm freaking tired now
haha yes i just woke up from 8 hours of sleep=)
anyway gp paper was quite sucky.. compre was on americanisation
how far do u agree that mass media is largely to be blamed for the social problems that plagued the modern world
yes dat was my essay question.. panicking now coz my social problems are so different from the rest
while others talked about violence, crime rates, smoking, cheapening of moral values etc
i talked about falling birth rates, increase divorce rate, prevalence of STD and of coz i did mention briefly bout juvenile crime and domestic abuse under violence
die and only 30% of my essay talk about mass media since my stand was mass media is not to be fully blamed
die die die i'm gonna die a tragic death man
hahah lets just the social problems dat i've identified is relevant and my examples are sufficient
*cross my fingers*
anyway been studying in the reading room for the past few days
getting kinda stress now.. everyone is like mugging furiously man
according to teh, i get insane every friday
coz i kept irritating pple ard me by talking rubbish or just mere irritating
ahha and teh is my favourite target!!
i just hope to finish studying everything before 11 sep comes
and i'm very hungry now!! waiting for my mum to wake up soon!!
haha yes i'm a big fat lazy ugly girl.. who rather starve den prepare smt for herself
and for once i din have my dinner last nite!! only drank clam clowder for ljs
which was heavenly man!!! and once again i was too lazy to cook noodles for myself so i went to bed hungry..
haha but not too bad it's the start of my diet!!! =)