HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
haha ytd hwa chong had halloween party!!
was supposed to do cip in the morning
but i was too sick to do
anyway i heard they were slacking the whole morning
haha ye, fang, yuhui and diana ended up playing cards in the void deck..
coz apparently the family which they were assigned to clean
had already cleaned up
was supposed to meet after their cip and go town
so i wore my new skirt and went to sch to meet them
haha diana wore her new skirt too=)
jeremy was niaoing me
he was saying that tonight is halloween night not prom night
mad la he
saw jingyang and he looked like a construction worker!

walked all the way to chinese high swimming pool to find them
and i helped fang, ye and diana with the eyeliner
it was such a stressing job
coz i was so worried that i might poke their eyes or smt
luckily there wasnt any tragedy=)
ye was saying that we should stay in sch for a while
but i was thinking that we were over-dressed for halloween night
haha met sheena, xiaohui and cheryl at the squash court
so in the end we stayed a while
went to the haunted house with sheena
haha it wasnt that scary coz sheena was a brave girl
she was walking in front the whole time
i screamed quite a bit
oh and i dropped my hp when one of the ghost charged towards us
i scolded the ghost for making me drop my phone
oh one part of the haunted house was this area
where they showed the ring video
den suddenly a handphone rang
sheena was telling me to pick it up
but i rejected it instead
haha den suddenly a "ghost" came jumping out of nowhere
haha that was the only time both of us screamed!
and one part
2 ghosts dressed in nanyang uni were holding on to us
they kept saying "jie jie dai wo hui jia"
i find it quite amusing
haha so we grabbed their hands and walked up the stairs
they have super wet hands man!

stayed in sch and accompany teh to watch scary movie 3
that show was hilarious man
after that we went town and took neoprints
and played pool for a while.. haha
i was feeling sick again
guess it must be the smoky environment of town
i started coughing and coughing thanks to some idiots who were smoking away in front of me

my phone is spoilt!!
i'm super pissed and miserable la
i received a msg and someone tried calling me but my phone is spoilt!
and i'm sick..hai~
we finally had trg today!! after cancelling trg twice in a row
initially jiao lian was late
so i called him
it turned out that he din know that trg is confirmed!
apparently there's some communication breakdown
luckily he wasnt pissed or anything =)
i was panicking like mad coz i realise that there is also a communication breakdown on mrs goh's side
din inform her bout the trg
trg was alright
i think we shld start working hard=)

okie lets do a quick update

Wednesday
teh , becca and i ran all the way to kap and back
except for the part that we walked until six ave
we ran all the way!
came back to school and teh practised shooting
the lin brothers came and join us
hahah they are like super funny or wat
took bus 67 with the brothers
that's my boring wednesday!

thursday
nothing much happened
din report to sch at the normal time
coz i was too lazy to go for physics lect!
went to school with superstar
he make me alight in front of dairy farm estate and wait for his 171
went to sch to play cards
haha how sad life rite
but right now everyone is obsessed with playing cards!
was supposed to have a friendly at 7pm with SRC and yew tee
but it was cancelled due to the lousy weather!
so there i went to sch for nothing

my schedule for the next few days is packed!
i'm working on sunday and monday
trg +pw
not time to go out and have fun..

woke up with a sore throat
was feeling rather unwell
first 3 periods was PW!
i hate it man!
Mrs Samuel was so mean, i was sleeping before the OP start
den jiamin told her that i wasnt feeling well
Mrs Samuel said something like
she always dun look well in my class
like duh, pw gives me headache!

skipped physics lect and chinese lesson
and went bugis with fang, yuhui and diana
ye went to meet wee jin to play pool
walked around bugis and we had tori Q for lunch
yummy yum yum!!
oh oh i met coach mun!!
haha that was a pleasant surprise!
spend like almost 20 mins talking to her!!
hmm realise that i kind of missed her!
she's realie a nice person off court!
around 1 plus, fang had to leave to meet alex
so all of us went town together
haha the train was so crowded and yuhui and diana were super funny!
haha we were trying to squeeze in
den suddenly yuhui shouted "aiyo auntie ar!"
apparently an auntie was pushing her way in
haha laugh until i died man
den we were discussing abt how tall our bf should be
was giving them some funny example like if the guy was too short
you cant lean on the shoulder with ease
so eventually we agreed that the guy should be at least 10 cm taller than us

went town and shopped around
diana finally found a skirt at ZARA
haha it's realie nice!!
it's brown in colour and i like the cut!
the best part is that it cost $1.90 more than my skirt!
hahaha that skirt cost diana $59.90!
but i think it's quite worth it la
diana was beaming away when she bought that skirt!
saw a couple of tops at mango which were quite nice and i saw a pair of heels at charles and keith!
okie i need lots of money now man
better work harder next week =)

hmm the date is wrong!
i went blading on sun not monday
oh sch was super slack today
wanted to pon maths lect and play cards at the class bench
den one of the teachers caught us
the teacher was very nice!
he told us to quickly keep the cards before we get into trouble with other teachers
and he din even scold us =)
after maths lect we had pw
pw is irritating me!!!
and the worst thing is that we are having op dry run on wed!!
after pw we sat at the class bench playing cards again
haha we are mad i tell you
yan ye decided to stay in sch for econ lect
while we left for town!!
hahah shopped ard and i bought a new skirt!!
yes yes i know i bought a new skirt again
i just love this skirt man!
it's white with purple lining
yuhui said it's sweet =)
the skirt is rather short but i just simply love it man!
haha and it cost me a bomb!!
diana bought a pang sai colour tote bag from topshop
i think it's nice and i was the one who pointed out the bag =))
tmr we are going bugis to shop
and i tell myself that i shall stop spending!
hope diana and yuhui finds smt nice tmr=)

went blading at east coast today!!
it was suppose to be a cell outing
in the end only mich ye, teh, chiobu and myself, turned up
oh well but we still had a great time!
upon arriving at east coast, we found a locker and dumped all our stuffs
den we sat down on the floor to wear our blades
i was using rachel's blades and her blades rawkz man!
they were smooth and light =)
i was super unstable and i just stood there, refusing to move
both michelles went to rent knee guards for us
i was so scared to move because i cant blade properly!
how i wish i had the "L" plates with me
to warn others and to indicate that the pros should give way to me!
after a while, i managed to warm up and could blade better!
okie i shall not say that i can blade
coz beside moving forward, i cant stop and turn
hahah that's like equal to a loser man
mich ye kept scaring me
and everytime when we are nearing any humps,
mich ye will keep calling my name and make me panic!
oh oh.. i managed to overcome humps on my own!
haha i still rmb the 1st time i tried going over the hump
i did not have enough momentum and i ended up going backward!
haha it was super scary man!
oh one more thing
dun ever try going to the toilet in blades!
i could not find any toilet bowl so i had to use those squat one
boy i cant squat down without moving forward!
i rammed into the door a couple of times!
it was so bad that i gave up pee-ing and luckily there was a toilet bowl
so i changed cubicle
i tot i was never gonna make it
but luckily i managed to pee!
i'm dead tired now man
my legs are aching and my ankles hurt!
oh there's A level physic practical exam
all the best seniors!

woke up late today.. haha
was suppose to be at becca's house at 130pm but i woke up at 1
by the time i rushed there i was 1 hour late
haha watched cheaper by a dozen at becca's house
oh man dat show is hilarious!
i want big family too!!
but 12 kids is kinda extreme!
i think the perfect family size is 4 kids =)
put up a skit during service today
the skit was great!!
thanks joshua, paul, leonard, luke, milton, reagan and michelle for making the skit a great success!
haha you guys rawkz man
hahah the skit was so funny and entertaining!
so hope that the message gets across =)
there's a party tonight at SOS!
wanted to club like long ago but somehow i just din feel like going tonight
maybe there's church and i have cell outing early tmr
and i was too lazy to change after service
hmmm hope there will be many more parties to come=)

Jesus, lover of my soulJesus,
I will never let You go
You've lifted me from the miry clay
Set my feet upon the rock and now I know
I love You, I need You
though my world may fall I'll never let You go
My Savior, my closest Friend
I will worship You until the very end

open house today!!
GENESIS!! =)
the response for netball was great!!
everyone whom we called, turned up =)
quite on time too
had some game to see their playing ability
weilin and i played for one quarter and we nearly died!
haha the sec 4 are like so pia!
some of them take the game as a try-out and gave their best
dat's a good thing man
though both weilin and i were super tired out

the rain came and we had to stop the game
sorry rg girls, made u guys come all the way down and you guys dun get to play
open house wasnt very interesting for me
coz i din get the chance to walk ard
spend lots of time with the mgs girls
trying to clear their doubts

trg was supposed to be at 5
but instead jiao lian came at 430
luckily jiao lian decided not to train coz there were only 6 of us
sat ard and dicuss bout stuffs
and the netball girls ended up playing dodgeball!!
haha with the netballs!
den went forture for dinner!!
met the polo guys there and i almost died laughing
the lin brothers have something against teh and me
kept teasing and niaoing us thru-out the dinner!

never update my blog for a long long time
so much had happened over the past week
first i straightened my hair!!
goodness gracious me
someone shld just stop me from doing funny thing next time
last yr i permed my hair
cut my hair short
and now i straightened it!
went conrad hotel to work on tue
wah! i was super shagged!
i had to wear court shoes
and my feet nearly died!
the pple there were very nice
esp my partner
haha some china guy called lu jia
he's realie helpful and patient!
he taught me along the way and helped me so much!
the cleaners in the kitchen are mean!
they are all grumpy old aunties and uncles!

school's realie boring and pw is driving me mad!
had a dry run for oral presentation on wed
and it wasnt very well done
mrs samuel is so kb!!
cant realie stand her
but i think she's quite a nice teacher compared to Mrs Ho LY!
she was so rude today!
screaming her head into the microphone!
like HELLO!! we are being good students by coming for lecture
what more do you want?
she started scolding us for like 20 mins +
wasting everyone's time!
no wonder michelle cant stand her!
it's realie horrible to have a chem tutor like HOLY!

tmr is HWA CHONG open house!!
i hope it wun be too boring
and we wun be too disorganised!! =)

woke up realie late
and ended up being late for pw
went all the way to tampines for pw
and boy! tampines is quite happening!
quite surprised when i went to tampines mall
din expect to see shops like levi's, crabtree and evelyn etc
spent super long doing our oral presentation
and seriously pw realie sux!
haha was stuck with the evidence to support our predicted trend
almost died doing dat with jiamin

after leaving mac, on my way to the bus stop
i saw this guy holding this huge bouquet of red roses!!
i think there are like 2 dozens of them?
it was absolutely gorgeous!
and he presented the bouquet to his gf
i tot he was going to propose to her or smt
smt dramatic but he din
oh well, bet his gf must be so touched!
i just kept staring at dat bouquet of roses!!
like wow wow wow!!
absolutely beautiful!!
so sweet of that guy! =)

okie i'm in one of my cranky mood now
getting so stressed up these few days
din realie do well for maths compared to the cohort
like super disappointing
i improve on my f maths and my c maths under-perform
hai~ wat can i say?
i only have myself to blame
diyan did super well for this promo la
he has like ABC?
haha so proud of him and i'm realie happy for him
so glad dat his hard work has paid off!
he realie mug super hard for promo

today's sermon was quite good
we must love one another for Jesus loves us
the pastor was calling out to us to forgive and forget
whatever broken relationship we had, we shld try to remedy the situation and be friends
so to those dat i have offended in the past, i'm realie sorry
and for you, i just hope dat we can be friends again

i think i'm going through a super weird phrase
if i'm 40 ++, i'll probably suspect dat i'm having menopause
just felt dat smt is realie wrong with me
life suddenly became aimless and i see no meaning in it
i'm like more stressed now than before promo
and i have no idea why
every nite i go to bed worrying

life sux!!
seriously my life sux now!
i have nothing to look forward to
and i'm beginning to lose focus in life
nothing seems to be going right for me now
pathetic!
yes dat's the word

today was such a boring day
we had physics lect till 440
and physics lect was so useless!
yes utterly useless
yuhui and i just fell asleep throughout the entire physics lect
shld have just ponned it
after lect saw both beccas at the class bench
went over to join them and we started talking
hmm it has being a long long time since the 3 of us sit around and talked
coming to hwa chong has changed us inone way or another
but i'm pleased to say that our friendship is still going strong
i rmb talking to carol abt BGR
i was saying how can anyone stay with the same guy for so long?
wun you get sick of each other?
haha and carol's reply was smt like
we have been friends for 4 years
why arent we sick of each other?
haha friends are the best!
no matter wat happened, they will always be with you
friends rawkz and i love you guys!
after hanging around with both beccas
clarence, teh and wenjie wanted to play badminton
so i went to the SL to complete my literature review for the written report
but too bad for them, the hall was locked
so we went home
saw zing and charb at the bus-stop
took 74 with clarence and saw one of the instructors from the pulau ubin camp
what a small world =)
something that clarence said kind of make me think of stuffs
so one piece of advice
dont rush into things
take your time to establish some kind of trust
know each other better
you have to be comfortable in each other's presence
before you go anywhere closer...

i'm so disappointed in you
you practically made my day sian diao
i'm quite scared because i have this feeling
that history's gonna repeat itself
i tried to learn from my mistakes
shld have acted according to my instinct instead of responsibility
i do not want the same thing to happen again
why muz it always happened to me?
i'm not gonna let history repeat itself and lose you
i hope everything will be fine after some time
everyone needs you!

went to meet teh and diyang after cl ao
told teh wat happened and somehow i started tearing
i'm realie scared that the same thing will happen again
diyang bought me ice-cream to cheer me up
thanks diyang!
set off to town with diyang
i'm meeting jac and diyang has to meet up with ben and frenz
met weiren on the bus!
haha wat a pleasant surprise
that guy was being lame
msg me and said "look behind you"

it was great to finally see my darling!
haha we talked quite a bit and manage to update each other on our lives
realie miss those days with my darlings
those days we were much more innocent
but now, jac and i have being scarred
by some first-time experience
haha yup "scarred" that was the exact word dat diyang used
left town rather early coz i was super tired and my contact wasnt cooperating
came home and fell asleep for a while and woke up to do pw
just hate pw man
have to like rush the written report which is due on fri

we had FOS yesterday!!
the sun was so hot!!
finally got darker after not training for months
anyway yesterday played soccer for the guys
oh man i sux at it
i was suppose to defend but i have no idea how to go abt doing my job
felt quite bad when the team lost against al's team
oh well but we won our first game!
my ankle was hurting after the game
and i have no idea what happened
perhaps it was old injury la
went to umpire with a lame ankle
haha umpiring was tiring and it was so hard to umpire!
the footwork, and obstruction were all in a mess
weilin and i had to keep both our eyes close
coz if we penalize one person for her contact, we have to pick on everyone!
and the game will not have a smooth flow
anyway our class girls did very well!!
haha they won the competition!
they have a super zai combi
the twins played quite well too
and yuhang was super funny!
he was like some kan jiong spider on court

when i wake up today, my ankle was painful dat i cun get out of bed
i never felt such pain before
had to limp my way to the toilet and i almost fell while trying to dress myself
was hopping around the house
and i figured that it was the fastest way to get around
my left leg is gonna get stronger man
was rushing for the bus at newton
and this nice barker guy was kind enough to "help" me
haha it was tough hopping up the stairs
teh was limping too
coz she had a big blister on each foot
she played dodgeball with us on the netball court, bare footed!
haha oh ya weiming, diyan, teh, henghui, alvinia and i played dodgeball on the netball court!
ahha it was fun and i got smacked right on my thigh by weiming

went for some job interview at conrad hotel
terence was kind enough to accompany us
terence showed us the way around in the hotel
went for lunch together and he was complaining about econs the whole time
well he's having his exams next week and he has yet to start!
he told us this joke during lunch
"uncle i want iced tea, cold one"
hahah apparently it was this pretty girl in his school who said dat
how lame can dat be
okie prayed hard dat i'll be well for trg this week =)

wow wow wow.. soccer can be quite fun!
yup i woke up at 730 just to play street with my class guys
we were suppose to be training for fos
kept wondering why am i doing this
well it was actually quite fun
but tiring and painful!!
i kicked the ground a couple of time and it's realie tough to control the ball with your legs
had such a hard time trying this and dat
william, weisong and jinghao were rather nice
haha they were quite helpful and patience with me and sheena
and now, my thigh muscle ache like hell
and my right ankle is so sore!!
but still.. i must say.. soccer is fun!!
went for sonshine kids today
and the kids were so enthu
haha they missed both becca and myself
the kids kept asking us why din we come for so long
and sweet little tricia said she missed me!
so sweet.. i mean they are kids and they can appreciate us
i think this means a lot to me
some of the kids quarrelled today
and i had to handle 2 crying girls
had a great day though i was dead beat!
gonna hang out with becca and the rest tmr after cell!! =)

promo are finally over!!
time to party man!
pass up the chance to chiong at zouk tonight..
was super tired and sian after my chinese paper
so in the end i went to meet carol in town
we talked so much!
never see dat darling for so long!!
oh and i bought a new skirt!!
some black skirt which according to carol
is shorter than my striped skirt!
okie fine the skirt is a little short but i guess it's still rather decent =)
haha cant wait to chiong with all my darlings
i need money money money!
to party and shop!
my mum told me that her company is looking for part timer
so she recommended me to the HR department
i'm suppose to meet up with the person soon to register something
and we msged jac's dad to let us work in his country club too!!
this is getting rather exciting=)
i have "soccer" trg tmr morning
my class guys are simply mad man
they are so enthu abt fos
and i cant play soccer for nuts!
bet the captain (weisong) will sure scold tmr during the "trg"

yesterday's service was great!
i could feel the Lord's presence in the house =)
it was heartwarming to see everyone praying for their frenz
and i thank God for my wonderful cell members and leader
suddenly i realise how much i have drifted away from the Lord these few days
i'm always so preoccupied with my work and problems
but i know the Lord has never given up on me
thank you Lord, thank you Jesus
for your mercy and everlasting love

tired, troubled..
that's what i'm feeling now

just came back from tuition!
i had 3 hours of tuition!!!
so super shagged!
on my way home, i was thinking of what to blog
and now, in front of the comp, i'm at loss for words
i just realised so much has happened
how people change, how things change, how situation change
hmmm dun even know at this point of time, whether i like those changes
but one thing's for sure, there are lots of lessons to be learnt!
no 1. never take people's words for real, there are so many hypocrites out there
even i myself, am hypocritical at times
argh.. i think i'm talking rubbish here
not making much sense!!!
7 more days to freedom!!
dat's all i can say!