madrid pop energy

madrid english garden black

madrid cashmere red

madrid virgin whisper white

yup so tell me pple arent these just beautiful!! i'm so loving in love with them man
and which one shld i get???

alrite it's time to update..
went and came back from genting..it's quite a cool place and i love the weather!
it's like so freaking cold the whole trip there.. temp ranging from 15 to 17 degrees
well i was doing grandmother-sitting there.. haha (grandmother-sitting means u look after grandmothers)
yup dun ever stay at 1st world hotel, the rooms are freaking small!
it our 1st and last time staying at 1st world
even tho it's much more convenient but seriously the rooms are way too small
oh the public toilets are super dirty too!!
firstly, pple there do not know how to queue up for toilet!
everyone chooses their own cubicle and stand behind it
and pple do step on the toilet seat, making it way dirty for others to use
and they do not have toilet paper at all!!
lastly, very few toilets have proper flushing system and even if they do, it's often spoilt
yup so i hate it when i have to visit the toilet coz most of the time i would just leave the toilet in anger
and rush back to the hotel room to use the toilet there
but the food's good =).. i love the claypot noodle and the bak guk teh
absolutely fantastic! =)
had coffee beans and starbucks everynite coz the weather's so cold and u need a hot cup of latte or mocha man
yup not a bad trip but i'm just glad and happy to be back in singapore =)

went falala with all my babes and baoru is back!! =)
indochine was like hell packed dat nite and it wasnt fun dancing coz it was way too crowded
but i bet they made big bucks!!

had a bad start on xmas eve coz no 1: i woke up late and having a slight headache
no 2: was kinda having a small argument with ryan
but everything just turn out well in the end =)
ryan came by to accompany me and i went union square at amara with my family for dinner
i had lots to drink and the drinks there are super cheap!
well maybe coz my parents are members there and the dinner was for regulars
so it was kinda a private function and lucky for my bro, betty, the manager made special arrangement for my bro to enter
coz it's a bar/pub, and my bro is only 15 so he's underage
had bailey irish cream and blue lagoon, koped my mum's margarita and lychee martini and my bro's grasshoper
i love bailey but it was stronger than expected
left my family halfway to go look for ryan in town
gosh i hate town on xmas eve!!
haha it was so crowded and everyone's just spraying the foam and confetti
every time someone ard me start shaking the can, i'll get all paranoid
so in the end we left town for esplanade
thank God it wasnt dat crowded.. walk to singapore river and i saw rebecca koh meili!!
haha wat a coincidence la!!
she was hiding her way behind honda's back and dat was how it attracted my attention!
coz i was wondering why is the girl hiding or lying behind the guy
den i realise it was honda there sitting!! hahah
yup yup so spent the nite at singapore river and left ard 3 plus
yup so that's bout all.. merry belated christmas!! =)

to everyone out there, please stop thinking that clubbing is bad
and dat pple who clubs are all bad girls and boys
that's utterly bullshit man
wat's with the clubbing and bad girl and boy image?
i dun classify myself as a bad girl but perhaps others do just coz i club
oh please the only reason why i club is that i wanna have fun with my frenz
i cant helped it if my idea of fun happen to differ from others which are considered the guai one
i mean clubbing is perfectly harmless so long as u behave yourself and know your limit
no doubt clubbing does lead one to temptations and eventually sins
but dat's doesnt apply to everyone
i club because i enjoy the atmosphere of having frenz dancing together
and the best part is u can just dance and nobody will care how u dance!
so in wat ways am i a bad girl?
besides clubbing since according to pple, you club u are a bad girl
i dun do drug, i dun smoke
i dun drink excessively, i do my homework, i study
i inform my parents when i stay out late
i ask for permission to club, i do not have dubious characters
i dun flirt around (please i have dear darling ryan alr!=))
and i dun behave promiscuously and i try to be as truthful as i can
i do ask my parents for permission to club and lucky for me, my parents are pretty open abt this
now dun come telling me dat i have bad parents because they condone such activity
so now tell me, how can u condemn me and tell me i'm a bad girl?
just be honest and bring it on.. i can take the shock!!

lies lies lies, are our friendship all abt lies?
i was realie hurt after learning that my frenz lied to me
maybe i'm dat intimidating and i apologise for that
but shldnt u guys apologise for lying to me as well?
perhaps i'm a lousy fren and dat is why everyone is lying to me
i would not be upset because u made plans but i'm terribly hurt dat u lied
u guys lied to avoid getting a reaction from me
but why din u think of my reaction upon learning the truth?
like ruishan said, i'm nobody's child. fine i accept that
my life's lonely. fine i accept that
i'm a horrid, ugly , dumb and nasty bitch. fine i accept that
my frenz lie to me. no i dun accept that
i have always believe that true friends shld trust and be honest with each other
so even if i'm dat nasty, be honest and tell it to my face
i dig out all the cards and letters that u guys wrote to me
all the wonderful and beautiful memories.. when we were so innocent and naive
and it realie does hurt when true frenz lie to you
u guys wrote that we are true frenz, tell-it-all frenz and yet...
i'm tired of all these deceit.. just tell me i'm dreaming and it's a nightmare
i wanna wake up from this, continue to believe that our friendship is still unstained and true
please...

went to look for a job with becca on ytd
and it's super tiring man!!
saw my classmates at cine.. joseph, weisong, wei guo, sheena and diana went to watch prime!
never call me!!! so mean la.. haha jk
so it was pretty a boring day and i went amk to collect my lenses and it had to rain on me!!
am i unlucky or am i unlucky?
was msging ryan and suddenly i felt fat!!
so i woke up super early this morning to run!!
yes i ran from admiralty to yishun
and it was freakingly long!!
the weather was bad and i was so tired!!
yes 2 mrt station stops and i tell u it's no joke
it's not like from orchard to dhoby in any case
yes i was going to die on my way back because my legs just refuse to move and i had stitches on both side
for the 1st time i actually wanted to give up running back home and just hop onto a cab or bus
seriously it's realie bu zi liang li
i walked one third of the journey back home coz i just cun bring myself to keep running
so in the end i ran for at least 70 mins
gonna run again tmr but this time i'm gonna run to from admiralty to khatib
3 mrt station stops but one way trip
i'm gonna run with my ezlink so i can take the train back!!

i went out with dear jac, val and carol!!
yes we've finally met up and boy there was so much to catch on
and poor carol, she was missing her baby so bad
haha and jac darling was sooo skinny!!
she makes me feel guilty eating!!
and the best part is i was going to change my diet plan
i wanna gain some weight but now looking at her
being skinny looks much much better!!
had dinner at thai express at paragon and val went off to meet ian
den it was just carol and me!
we walked ard before settling down at balcony
not a bad place to chill out but it was surprisingly crowded on a monday night!
val came with one whole gang of cat high guys
so we all left balcony and went down to acid bar
had my usual martini and i think my tolerance for alcohol is getting better man!
i din feel anything after finishing my martini!!
it was pretty weird having so many guys ard and so carol and i left early
carol and i talked a great deal when we were alone
and we were like baring our souls can
haha and dear carol had to ask this question dun u miss him at times like these?
she asked me dat when we were at acid bar.. thanks dear
so i started thinking bout stuff
i'm not complaining here but after much thots, the time we spent together is seriously very little!!
like once a week for a couple of hours?
and it seems lesser and lesser each week
i shall stop complaining too coz i'm kinda tired complaining bout this
nothing can be changed so why bother rite
it's not like it's his fault too
oh crap.. i shall shut up..

04s33

class girls at the table

masquerade- hwa chong senior promenade 2005-definitely a nite to remember!
started the day by waking up realie late and taking my own sweet time to get ready
took a super long time to bathe and pack my bag
met up with diana and both beccas are far east to get our hair and make up done
weilin, amanda and sheena were doing their hair at the same place too!!
wat a coincidence la!!
so i did my hair and make up at hollywood secrets
ida, the lady who did my make up was pretty good
she made my nose seems higher and gave me nice eyes!!
dawn, the lady who did my hair was realie realie patient and she's good man!!
promise to go back to them when i get married!!
hahah which was supposedly next year.. haha dat's wat becca told them
anyway by the time we were done it was like 710?
and prom starts at 630
so we were terribly late and diana was not changed yet
rushed back to the hotel room and we had a mini crisis
haha diana's safety pin kept giving way!!
and we were seriously panicking!!
so by the time we rushed down to the ballroom, the counsellors were busy rushing us in
i din get to take enough photos!!
so dinner started no one was eating coz we were all busy taking photos!!
so basically the whole nite was photo photo and more photo taking

sweetie surprised me by coming to the prom with a bouquet of roses!!
gosh i was super shocked and of coz happy to see him
they had nite out and he came all the way here!!
the best part was i missed 8 of his calls.. felt so bad bout it
he was waiting so patiently for me!!
i love you dear!!
oh and aaron gave me a bouquet too
thanks for that!! i was seriously shocked too
din expect him to do that but thanks!! =)

after dinner was post prom party at indochine
gosh when we reached them it was alr 120 am!!
so we have less than 3 hours to party!!
party was pretty boring and i din have enough to drink
i dun like feeling super sober when i'm clubbing
i needa to get a lil high before the fun kicks in
after party we went for supper at macs and diyan drove us back to the hotel
ritz is freaking cool!!
the hotel room was like wow!!
after dat we went home to freshen up before meeting again at wheelock sakae for buffet!!
yes i lost 3 kg for not eating lunch for 4 consecutive days and eating very little for dinner
so yes i have to gain back the 3 kg and i decided to pull on weight!!
for the sake of my asset!!haha
alrite photos are up but without captions!!
i would get down to it soon k..

the ticket!

class guys! ruilin| zhou song| weisong| aaron

pretty girls!! jovina|stacy|felyna|both beccas!

pictures with netball girls!!

i bought my clutch bag!!! yesh like finally man
i went metro by myself to hunt for my bag and the salegirl was realie helpful
she knew immediately dat i was looking for a bag for prom
and she also guessed dat it's last min shopping
haha guess i must have looked realie flustered and all
yup got a black clutch bag and i think it's so beautiful!!
i got myself a heart-shaped earrings as well to go with my dress
now now i'm starting to feel excited despite dreading prom earlier

anyway i was super duper bored today
so bored dat i even offered to iron the clothes!!
i took 110 mins to finish ironing all the clothes
serious no joke!! a whole week of clothes!!
okie i'm gonna have to eat my word!
i used to think dat staying home and slacking around is fun and relaxing
but no no no i was dead bored la!!!
but was too lazy to make plans..
i kinda miss him today.. and i was getting all upset over how i can only see him on weekends
and another 3 more weeks, which means seeing him for another 3 more times
and he'll be off to thailand for training.. and that's like for 3 weeks!!
alrite i shall stop this before i start feeling sad again
haha i need a job!! i hate being so free!!
so who needs a job?? lets go look for one quick!!!

group photos at the airport.. we had such a great time laughing and going mad together la!

i'm such an idiot man.. haha i miss the last bus and the last train to changi airport
and i ended up being strangled at jurong east
had to take a train all the way to amk so my cab fare would be cheaper
i travelled round half of singapore last nite and it wasnt fun!!
and no i dun enjoy taking the MRT!!
it was super scary coz the there were very few pple on the train and so many of them were ahpunehneh
and seriously i was kinda freaking out
i've never felt so lonely in my life before man!!
taking train here and there by myself and getting freaked out by the dark
i was super super relieved when i reached the airport
tiff,mich, kenneth and milton were there alr!
and we all went mad, laughing and talking nonsense
hahah now i know how are my cell group mates like after midnight!
we were doing stupid things like daring each other to go up to the guards asking whether we can touch their rifles
the guards kept looking at us and giving us dirty look coz we were making too much noise
finally we settle down at delifrance and went to sleep!!
daryl and eugene came around 345 from clubbing
check eugene out man.. looking so suave ar
haha he had his prom dat nite
so we sent mich-the-chio off
the cell wun be the same again without her and we'll definitely miss her!!
hope she misses us too!!
haha yup pray that she'll be safe and come back quickly!!
anyway photos are uploaded alr!

finally watched harry potter today!!!
yes call me slow but dat means u have to call ryan slow too!!
hahah we almost cun watch harry today..
coz there were many "slow" pple ard who have yet to watch harry
cinema after cinema were all full and ryan was getting pretty irritated
hahah it's funny how i can predict his mood with only an exchange of 4 msges
yes i could even sense dat he was getting irritated when he's like miles away..
harry potter was not bad despite bad comments from almost everyone
well i din read the book so i wasnt disappointed at how rushed the movie was

finally finish reading rage of angels by sidney sheldon and i'm upset!!
i so din like the ending
i wanted a happy ending for jennifer parker
like maybe she could end up with adam warner or maybe adam will come to know abt his son?
but no!! there was nothing!! nothing at all
i feel so sad for jennie!!!
gosh no more sidney's book for the time being
tho i have another sidney's book with me.. but i shall read another book

how do u like having a friend who kept putting you down?
how do u like having a friend who doesnt want to see u shine?
how do u like having a friend who backstab you?
how do u like having a friend who always lie to you?
dun get me wrong, i'm not saying dat i have friends who are like these
on the contrary most of my friends are wonderful and fabulous and i thank God for them!
yup i was just reflecting on life and the topic friends came into my mind
after having and making friends all my life and listening to stories from others..
i realie wonder wat kind of friends are for life, wat kind of friends shld be kept at arm's length
and what kind of friends shld we be wary of
dun anyone ever think of these before?
now dat i'm 18 and growing older each day, friends are realie important because the friends dat u keep now, are friends for life!
and it's time for us to step out into the real world
so it's time we start being aware of things around us..

just came back from 2 chalets and i'm super duper tired
hahah yes even though i sleep the longest and earliest most of the time
but i cant help feeling tired!!!
had class chalet at aranda from tue to thurs
den netball chalet at aloha loyang from thurs to fri
me, yuhui, sheena and huiru had a realie scary encounter
we were so freaked out la!!
and i have repeated the story at least a zillion times so ask the rest for the story!! haha<>the class had a little conflict during lunch and it was like the battle of the sexes la!
haha this class chalet realie left me with lots of mixed feelings
for once i felt that we were realie un-united
there are so many difference between the guys and the girls
these differences were so obvious dat it was hard to overlook them
but i realie respect buddha and joseph
their dedication and patience to everything were realie admirable
i mean they were the few who tried so hard to unite the class
and spend so much time organising the class chalet
and they tried to involve everyone, careful not to neglect anyone
so a big thank you to joseph and eugene!!

farewell was bittersweet and there were mixed feelings too
i felt good thanking all my teammates and i spoke from the bottom of my heart
i realie appreciate all their support and help this whole year
it just feels good knowing dat your teammates are behind u all the way
jiao lian and mrs goh deserve due respect from us
where can u get a more dedicated coach and teacher-in-charge?
let me answer that.. no where!
mrs goh even cooked noodles and prepared the food for us
looking after all our needs like a dear mother!
she touched me with her words and all i have to say is dat
i'll never forget her!! NEVER!
gosh i feel so proud to be part of HWA CHONG NETBALL 04/05
i wonder wat will i be without my team!
so to my juniors, train hard and work hard and get back wat's rightfully ours -- the championship!