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Saturday, April 30, 2005
friday's game was against JJC
gosh we played like crap man
i mean serious we made so many silly mistakes!
was rather disappointed with our performance on fri
and we almost created a miracle for JJC
i think we seriously seriously need to work much harder and put all the talks into action
we need a more solid plan man
on fri, everyone was watching us play
and with our play, i'm sure everyone is smiling now
we must prove them wrong man
hwa chong netball is not an easy team to be defeated rite?
we are not the worst batch of netballers but definitely not the best too
so we have to start working doubly, if not triply hard!!
take every game seriously and put in at least 100% effort!
come on hwa chong, we can do this!!!
oh btw the score was 39-34
yes we only won by 5!
i think we can do much better than this
but we have to start proving this
just believing is not enough
we have to prove it!!
we must not let ourselves and jiao lian down man!

there's trg tmr, tue and game on wed
so dear girls pls take care of yourself
drink lots of water, have enough rest and dun fall sick k
i'm home early for the 1st time on a sunday afternoon man
haha gonna do some work coz i have no time next week to do anything!

something dat becca said today caused an impact in me
yes we do not have any obligation towards one another
and because of dat i'm not expecting anything
actually it's nothing at all
sometime i cant help but wonder why am i doing this
am i wasting everyone's time?
-shrugs- i realie dunoe wat i want..
been having horrible dreams for the past few nites
most are about netball
but just last nite's dream
i dreamt dat i was been cheated by someone
dat's a horrible thing to happen man
quite hurting as well..
oh well it's just a dream ..

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
season has finally started!!
1st game ytd against tpj
we din play well at all
feel dat we could have done better
anyway the scoreline was 67-21
ya not exactly what we have expected
if we want to win the championship we have to wake up now
and i have confidence dat we are able to do this!

i have a horrible blister under my left foot!
freaking painful
damn sian diao now la
i wonder how am i suppose to train properly tmr
next game against jjc on fri
gonna be a good game man
hwa chong lets jia you!!!

Sunday, April 24, 2005
hmm i have so many doubts in my mind
everything doesnt seems to go my way
which can be realie frustrating at times
how i wish someone could just clear these doubts
how i wish things would just go my way
right now all i can do, is to submit everything to God
let Him decide what should be done
because He has the perfect plan for me
so i just wanna have peace in my heart
and concentrate on wat i am suposed to do..

Thursday, April 21, 2005
argh.. my muscles are aching aching aching!!
cant believe we survived thru 6 hours of trg ytd
yes plus 2.4km run in the morning
quite glad dat i ran my best for 2.4km
at least i met my target of 9.45mins
quite happy at that=)
my last 2.4 km man!! =)
no more napfa!!!
had friendly with sneaker in the evening
which was rather tiring
by the time i reached home, it was alr 11pm!!
i was super shagged man

went to watch soccer at sajc today
gosh there was this sa girl who was super bitchy!
pardon me but she was dead rude man!
she pushed me and yan fang and squeezed past us without even saying excuse me or sorry
freaking rude la
yan fang was so pissed and we tot she was going to pick a fight with that sa girl
seriously someone shld teach her some manners man
oh anyway well done hwa chong soccer team!!
and congrats on making it to the next round!! =)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005
had self trg today
gosh the weather was freaking hot la!
guess we need to start getting use to the hot sun
coz we'll be playing under such weather!
oh trg was realie cool
we had music playing while doing our drills la!
haha we took the hi-fi from the gym
with the extension cord we borrowed
we drag the entire hi fi out to the court
super cool la!
to train with nice music in the background!
trg tmr is gonna last for like 5 hours plus?
from 330 to 9pm
think i'm gonna die from exhaustion
i have 2.4km run tmr morning too!!
looks like i cant achieve my target this yr
hai~ quite sad la

Friday, April 15, 2005
went down to town to meet up with darling jac after the polo game
missed dat woman so much!!
haha we sat at lido and did some catching up
coincidentally, carol was watching movie at lido too
so she came and join us after her show
yes carol dear owes both jac and i juicy details and stories
haha we sat at lido for a realie long time before moving our ass to pac plaza
saw some realie nice shorts there=)
went far east to walk ard and i definitely miss shopping with my darlings=)
we must fix a date and go bugis for retail therapy!!
oh and we went to find out our ring size too!!
my was size 9 and carol was size 13!
i din know my fingers were so skinny la!!
shayne came and join us at topshop
so there i saw shayne for the first time
jac and i chabo off home
left carol and her darling bf alone
enjoyed chatting with jac on our way home
i was blind in one eye coz i threw my left contact away
it was annoying me and the pain was unbearable..=(

Thursday, April 14, 2005
went town with yuhui, yan fang yan ye and diana today to buy diana's present
haha yes with diana coming along!!
haha oh and we wrote smt on the wall at level 1
super funny la
the trip was rather fruitful coz we manage to settle diana's present
haha and i'm quite excited abt the present
coz i think it's gonna be nice =)
oh there's polo final tmr!!
good luck guys!!! bring back the championship title man!!!

Monday, April 11, 2005
i love my girls!!
yes i miss them so much!!!
went for rj band concert at the esplanade
val darling was playing so we went to support her =)
met up with amanda darling for dinner
haha boy i miss that woman so much!!
haha she's realie crap man
manage to catch up during dinner
she updated me abt her love life
haha quite interesting and i had lots of fun teasing her
busy busy woman, never spend much time managing her love life
met up with lynette, carol and lynn at esplanade
gosh it felt so good seeing them again!!
esp carol darling!! she definitely has lots to update me abt!!
haha dear darling got herself a bf-- shayn(hope i got his name rite)!!
so proud and happy for her!!
though it means that i have to share her love with someone else
but i'm realie realie happy for her=)
wish them happiness always!=)

during the concert, dear manda was asking us how to french kiss!!
hahah and all i did was made a simple statement
and manda darling came to a conclusion that i'm a bad kisser!!
haha super silly man!!
and carol was complaining that shayn is a bad kisser!
haha super funny la
someone asked whether it's okie to french your frenz
haha i was so grossed out by that tot but carol totally support that idea
by frenching your frenz, u get practice and most imptly girls can kiss better
haha wat kind of generalisation is dat rite
i was laughing my ass out la!
but i have to agree dat in a relationship, physical attraction is realie impt
and of coz the guy has to have experience and be good at it
after all it's the guy who initiate such activity
hahah okie dat was quite gross
dat's wat u get when a bunch of st nix girls get together!!!

oh good luck ruizi!! all the best for your syf!!

Sunday, April 10, 2005
watch wedding date with ryan today
quite a nice show=)
realie sweet and all
the male lead was charming man!!
haha oh pacifier is a good show!!
i love peter!! he's so adorable!!
haha and lulu too
basically i just love dat show =)

oh thanks guys for all the encouragements
i realie appreciate it =)

excitement or comfort?
i would usually go for excitement i guess
but somehow, i'm sticking to comfort now
wat's happening to me?
why am i changing my view to suit the situation instead of changing the situation?
i dunoe how long i'll stick to comfort
1 months, 2 months or maybe just one more week?
i'm not betting on it given my short excitement span
smt need to be done man!!! haha

Thursday, April 07, 2005
ARGH!!!!
i feel like screaming now but too bad i'm at home
i'm so frustrated with everything now
was screwed by jiao lian during trg ytd
well basically almost all the year 2 got screwed by him
he was so nasty ytd dat so many of us were so upset after trg
jiao lian scolded me like i have never played netball before
he made me feel so guilty dat i have disappoint him once again
i'm realie feeling the stress now
not only do i have to worry about my performance on court
i have to constantly try my best to lead the team
and i realise dat i'm not doing a good job
somehow or rather i feel dat i'm a lousy captain
i cant seem to come up with a solution for the problems dat we are facing
it's realie stressing to lead and furthermore the team is realie too big
i used to only worry abt my performance during trg last yr
but now, everything dat goes wrong, the blame falls on me

dat's wat jiao lian seems to be implying all the time
i'm scared of not doing a good job
and this is definitely getting on my nerve
i need to get back the feeling
i need to get back the momentum!!
seniors lets work hard together k!!
we have to show jiao lian what we have
and we must not disappoint him again!!!

Tuesday, April 05, 2005
been wanting to update my blog since last week!!
haha but apparently i'm just plain lazy to do so
had friendly with sneaker on last wed
good game experience
trg lasted until 930pm on wed
was super shagged by the end of the trg
and somehow i felt dat i din play my best

trg is like super duper important now
guess netball has taken the top position in my priority list
we have to retain our championship title this yr!!
and i believe we can do it man!

smt realie hilarious happened ytd
we were in the canteen during our break
and miss yan ye was so lucky!!
a bird flew pass above us and its shit landed on yan ye's hand!!
haha we almost died laughing la!
such wonderful timing!! hahah
today was ultra prata boring and tiring
tutorial after tutorial
after sch i had to rush down for physio
my last physio session!!!