Mademoiselle

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st.nix,hwa chong,nbs(accountancy)

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Monday, March 31, 2003
i have this feeling that
the dates are hopelessly wrong
can someone tell me how ta fix it?

anyway i packed my room today!!
nod in approval
hee. okie i'm so so bored
hmm shld go out tmr
and study outside!
i cant concentrate at home for god's sake
too many temptations haha
ohoh tmr is april's fool!!
but -sad- no one to prank
everyone is stuck at home
oh and i have not had any piano lessons for a month!!
this week's lesson is cancelled due to sars again
shld i be happy or sad?
hmm.. sad..
oh oh pple do exercise on your own
do a little jogging, skipping, sit-ups, push-ups
yeah.. we are all stuck at home
not doing any exercise and stuffing ourselves with chips
at this rate we are going,
i'm sure we'll be out of shape
yeah so exercise!!!

Sunday, March 30, 2003
i was talking to an old frenz of my
someone whom i never talk to
face to face
and yet i call him an old frenz
but dat's out of point
he made me realise that i'm still having the wrong impression
wrong impression of another old frenz
felt stupid and immature
pple always say
let bygones by bygones
why shldnt i?
i was the one at fault
without considering my frenz's feeling
yet i was the one
avoiding her like a plague
a year has passed
so i guess it's time both of us sit down and talk
hmm dat shld be it..

Friday, March 28, 2003
guess wat? i went town
surprised? haha with my mum
brought me to mariott hotel for high tea
god it's great there
the food was like wow!
oh town was rather dead
very unhappening
seriously dun see anyone
so i guess everyone is being a good kid
and stay at home
guess dat's my only day out
for the entire sars hols
well many pple are like rotting at home
so i shan complain abt it
haha oh oh mvp qing ren is so nice!
haha i like the basketball game
it's like so exciting?
and sorry to say unreal
i mean the ending is quite expected
but nonetheless it's sooo sweet
sweet ending. i like it
haha.

Thursday, March 27, 2003
okie coz of the sars thingy
i'm stuck at home!
how sad.spent the entire day sleeping
one word: pathetic
went back to sch early this morning
to collect books
we did not wear our uniform
and Miss Lim was like prefects not wearing the uniform
haha. had a very logical reason for dat
the entire nation know that all education institutes will be closed till 6 april
wat will the public think,
it they saw sn girls in their uniform
when they are not even required to go to sch
yeah. if any reporter outside
they would approach pple in uniform
haha. arent our reason very logical?
haha
many of us went back to get the books
initially our bags were empty
and when we came out of our classrooms
it was so heavy and we even have to carry some of the books
how slack we can be
leaving all our books in sch
i was thinking wat if the sch
doesnt allow us to go back
i bet i would be dead by now
other thought
wonder how would town be
would it be dead?with no on
or packed with students
hmmm currently under house arrest
mum wun allow me out
how sad...

Tuesday, March 25, 2003
tired, nervous, scared, happy, overjoyed, worried, hurt, embarrassed, upset, relaxed
how can anyone possibly have all these feelings in ONE day? well i did.

why do u have to act as if everyone owes you a favour?
u just do watever u wish,
say watever you feel like
pple have to obey every single thing u said/demanded
do u seriously think that u own the entire world?
sometime being too self-centered is not going to get you anywhere
this isnt a scolding but a warning
btw thanks for waking me up to this cruel and harsh world
thanks a lot!.. i mean it
just get out of my way (quoted from coach) for now

i'm realie happy that we played a good game for our 1st national match.
it was realie good
the score was 43-16
so proud of everyone =)
even coach was happy=)
cindy pls pls pls take care of yourself
and get well soon!!!

there's smt i hate to admit it but i have to
i'm scared.. very scared

Saturday, March 22, 2003
okie just finish watching Miss Singapore Universe
so sad that celest din win
she realie elegant and pretty
anyway congratulation to BERNICE WONG our Miss Singapore Universe 2003
let hope that she can make us proud =)
anyway i went PLMGS today to watch meili play in some captain ball competition organised by her church
her team is realie comical
they played 4 matches and lost 4
not dat they are not capable of winning but they did not take the whole thing seriously unlike the other teams
they went all out for it man
it's rather fun watching them play
and in conclusion the captain ball competition is of a high standard
the pple who played are realie good
some bballer and many athletes
rachel's grp was called the cbyd [chiobus & yandaos] haha so cute rite

oh nationals is on tue
and our 1st match is against river valley
i have confidence in my team and i believe that we will win
victory is not easy but i believe that with determination and team work
we can do it
just hope that everyone think so too =)
we have a killer combi with river valley, anglican and cedar in our grp
i feel weird playing against pple who were once my team-mates
it's never easy playing against your friends and i guess i have no choice

*scratches head* something is puzzling me but i dunoe wat
having a relaie weird feeling that i have done smt wrong
done smt wrong to someone. have i?
the weird part is i have no idea when and what has happened. weird

Thursday, March 20, 2003
yeah pple pls keep those pple who are involve in the war in our prayer.
esp. the little children and women who are very innocent
pray that there will be minimal casualties
and let the soldiers be united with their family soon.
let the world enjoy peace once again.

oohh.. i love this template
thanks alot to shoe and veron
tried on my own and it was terrible
conclusion, i'm such a html-idiot haha
yeah luvya=)

if ure wondering why u cant log in,
the reason is i changed ur password
ive forgotten ur password see. hee xD
so ur password now is sama sama same as ur username
log in first, then u can change back ur password to wutever u want by clicking on "team", then ur name, then "edit my profile" top right.
scroll right down and u'll see it.
btw, veron help to change ur template too. haha! x) im quite incompetent in certain things lar.
okay, enjoy ur new template and this crap entry fer u. haha! x)

-the mysterious dissected frog's ghost-

"One cannot subdue a man by holding back his hands. Lasting peace comes not from force."
-David Borenstein

the dreadful war has started. and how do Singaporeans react?
Was listening to the radio and some Singaporeans were interviewed regarding this issue. Many said that life still goes on in Singapore as we are so far away from Iraq. About more than 5000 km away. The war doesnt affect us directly and we have yet to experience the effects of it. I wonder what do some of our singapore youths feel. Remembered the debate we had just days ago. The motion was, youths in Singapore are apathetic. Are we?
i believe that we, the youths are apathetic to a certain extent.
Surely you dun see youths getting overly concerned about world issue. But does that make us totally apathetic?
think about it

Wednesday, March 19, 2003
why write stuffs on your online blog when u dun wan pple to read? did i said online yes i believe i did. Purpose: to allow someone to read watever you aer writing. well u have achieved your objective. because watever it is i have read and i am going to response to it.
yes during the retreat yesterday, Mr Wong was talking about online blog. Seriously wat's the objective of having an online blog. a place for you to pour out all your troubles/worries or wat? Since u have the gut to write things down in your online blog, why are u afraid of pple reading it, knowing it, or even questioning you about stuffs you wrote? Are we suppose to keep our damn mouth shut when we chance upon something scandalous on someone's online blog? think about it...

Sunday, March 16, 2003
jac is mad.. haha i was at the library den suddenly she called.. wanna go out for dinner and catch a show.. it was 4.30pm.. haha i was quite sure my parents wun allow.. but hey they did and tada my program for the night.. haha easy as dat. we watched cradle to the grave and it was good.. the action was thumb up but the story was rather lame.. ya but overall it's good-=) carol never fails to amuse me.. yes you.. oh and dat somebody never fails to amuse me too. ya wonder wat i shld do with her now man. confused abt everything she does.. but yea who cares.. haha

Saturday, March 15, 2003


HoOrAy!!
our haunted house was great! haha freaked lotsa pple out.. haha and i have come to a conclusion. St nix girls are violent! serious.. the things dat they do when they are scared are terrible. some were so freaked dat they fell down and put the partitions down with them too.. some practically run thru the entire partition.. had to stop a couple of time to repair them.. haha but i guess overall it was great=) Some poor pri kids were crying even before going in.. our makeup were soo good! haha thanks to dave at igors.. he's great.. but mean haha. kiss so many pple today.. almost kiss Miss Low.. ahha and Miss Oh SM haha. had so much fun advertising for the haunted house in my disgusting makeup. ahha din realie had the time to go round but i heard dat everything was good! food and game.. haha oh our haunted house made lots of money too! we counted 7600++ but Mr Gan told us dat he thinks we counted wrongly. we shld have more money judging the number the coupons we have.. so we have to re-count the coupons on monday! hope dat we emerge as the most amt raise for game=) anyway dear st nix girls we rawkz! everybody does! haha the fun fair was a huge success=)

Friday, March 14, 2003


Devil's Lair rawkz man! oh man i'm super excited abt tmr! it's finally our fun fair day!! horray!! haha we spent the entire day today preparing for the fun fair and i even skipped lunch! din eat anything until 5! was almost dying. Had a dry run and i was the 1st to enter the haunted house and try.. oh boy i was so scared dat i fell down! i din even have the energy to stand up. Candace had to help me up and i refuse to move on.. was too scared.. haha thanks candace i noe i freaked you out too.. ahaha after dat i went in teh 2nd time with eeli, yolk, alvina, nana, daph and cand.. haha eeli and yolk are so scared man.. they fell down 3 times! worse than me! cand and i were like screaming all the way behind them and it wasnt even scary. eeli and yolk screamed each time cand and i screamed.. hahah yuyin was so funny i came up to her in my mask and she almost cried.. she was like go away pls ahha and zhenyi had pull out my mask to show yuyin dat it was only me! haha so funny.. had so much fun man! i hope tmr's fun fair will be a great great great success!!! haha

Monday, March 10, 2003
lala.. i'm happy now.. hmmm i wonder why? heee.. oh man carol is realie funny!
wait i was pissed this morning.. super pissed man.. pissed with some stupid sec 3s. there were no tchers at all for the entire family time today. the student leaders and dance girls were suppose to teach the student line dance! oh boy how obedient and enthu st nix girls can be. not being sarcastic. some were really enthu abt it. but, there were some who were realie irritating. squat on the field and form a circle for a stupid gathering. waswalking ard the entire field with denise and i was so pissed man. Poor Ruth was on teh spec stand trying to get them to dance by having some most enthu class comp. but i guess it was quite terrible.. everyone was just minding their own business and heck the prefects. i was utterly disappointed with them. total disrepect for the prefects.

Sunday, March 09, 2003
Why cant 2 pple be realie close without having being talked about? i mean it's only very good frenz. dont u think the question wat's your label? is very silly? i feel silly. ya anyway my point is dun care wat others might think or say. if u think it's right go ahead and do it. No point worrying abt others since it's your life. i noe sometime it's easier said than done.
finally the heats are all over. Suddenly i'm excited abt sports day now. madness man. i was complaining how troublesome it was to stay back for heats and stuff a few days ago.. and now i'm excited. the meeting with ms Low and Ms Oh was fun. haha serious it was fun yet enriching. learned a few things. we watched this video clip about pike fish market (cant rmb the name but roughly) yea. their fish philsophy on how to be successful in their business--selling fish
1) play
2) make their day (the customers' day)
3) be there
4) decide your own attitude
yea we the leaders were suppose to incorporate these 4 steps in our work. we were split into own respective groups. there were the sports grp, performing arts grp, sports leader grp, uniform grp, clubs and societies and the pmb. the sharing was to be done within our grp first before sharing with everyone. sitting together with all the captains, i realise that it's hard to play during trg. If we are not serious during trg, the coaches are most likely to scream our heads off, esp during the season. Ivana said dat their coach, would scold them for not smiling.. haha that's realie funny. i was thinking coach mun. wat a big diff..
and most of the time we cant make their day (our team members).. scolding from the coaches would ruin our day. Even though words of encouragement from the others might help. but most of time, u would be very affected by coaches' scoldings. Of course, as leaders, we have to keep that positive and never-say-die attitude as we are suppose to be the role model. =)
ya it was realie fun as we started giving advices to help each other. Ms Low and Ms Oh were very nice and helpful. Everyone was realie frank abt how they feel. and now i'm looking forward to the next session =)

Wednesday, March 05, 2003
WE WON!! we are going to the final on Tue and yes, we kicked northland out of final. so proud of my enitre team. We played really well yesterday and even the coach was smiling*though she trys to hide it*. For the first time she did not scream our heads off during debrief and praise us instead. Everyone was really happy and our C div made it to the final too! so for the first time in the last ten years, both divisions made it to the final! and i am wishing for double champ as well.=)

Today the annual cross country championship was held at Sentosa. Many turned up to give our support and show the sn spirit. and i'm proud to say dat the C div came in overall champ and B div, runner-up. It was really warm. Poor Shuting had heat stroke in the midst of the race. It was so sad to see her collapse half way thru. Saw that someone today. Was quite excited to see that person but i guess i'm over it. so ya just happy to see that person again=) Felt like a coward for not saying hi but it's over. =)