okie my muscle are like screaming now
feel like a pregnant woman!
haha walk super slowly the entire day
a waste of time man! haha
oh toking about woman
during bio we were talking abt breast cancer
and cervical cancer!
noe something? 1 out of every 4 women will get cervical cancer!!
and the cancer cell will stay at the cervix for ten years on the average before the symptons will start to show!
i mean 10 years!! wow!
and when the symptons show, it means dat the condition is rather bad!
and dat's why we must go for regular check up!
cervical cancer is usually for the senior citizen
upon discovering cervical cancer,
the doctor must remove the entire uterus in order to prevent the cancer cells from spreading!
the whole uterus! which mean u cant conceive anymore!
so my advice to all
get married early and get birth as soon as possible
before u regret in future!
haha was discussing abt my ideal family with mel and cand!
haha i want to have 2 girls, and 2 boys!
and their names start with "J"
the girls shal have the name Julin, Jaime and the boys shall have Jordon and Joshua!
so nice! haha
and everyone must keep in touch with each other so dat we can help our children matchmake by introducing our children to each other!
haha dun u thinkit's wonderful?
imagine this..
your children's parent-in-law are actually your old frenz?
haha dat's cool man! okie better stop or else i'll get carried away.. haha
dat's all just rmb my advice k
get married as soon as possible! and give birth ASAP!!!

okie i shldnt even be here
haha but i'm taking a break so yup
here i am!
hmmm just remembered sheena' speech
on looking good
looking good is important because it gives people the 1st impression of you
But does looking good realie matter so much?
so much dat pple tend to forget ant inner beauty
yes one cannot deny dat looking one's best is important
but we definitely must not forget dat
beauty come from the inside as well
knock head i admit dat i'm one of those guilty one
who passed a judgement based on
the person's appearance
but seriously dun u think dat everyone is guilty of dat?
hmmm..think bout it.

okie regarding my diet..
i failed miserably
and i muz say dat i owe my failure to
drumroll carol and adele!
they just barge into my room on good fri
while i was still sleeping!
argh! i was oh man am i dreaming?
i dun wanna wake up from my dream
i kept thinking dat i was dreaming
till carol jump onto me!
followed by adele
oh man i was like so squashed up
and dat was when i realise i wasnt dreaming
-screams! they made me eat!
i ate realie little for lunch considering my normal diet
hmm tot i could make it
den in the evening i went to the pasar malam
and bought otah, corn, muah chee
and started stuffing myself!
oh i ate a bar of snicker too!
see told u i failed miserably
haha and i think today wasnt any better
i was so hungry dat i had teo servings for dinner!
though the food wasnt realie to my liking
but i was so hungry i just eat till i was full!
hai~ i think i have to forget abt dieting
it's realie such a torture man
i cun even last for half a day!
let alone 3 days!
dream on man geraldine!

oh i have this huge and nasty bruise on my arm!
and i muz thank adele pillai for dat man!
she pinched me so hard k!
stupid girl -slaps your forehead-
and she's so violent dat she probably killed million of cells on my hand!
and that's not all
she bit me too!
dat toothead super violent!
oh and carol is so funny!
she was bitten by adele and din retaliate!
moral of the story..
to pple like adele pillai
u dun have to be nice
just bite with all your might
pinch as hard as u can
and slap her with all your strength!
show no mercy to her man!

oh oh i'm such a wonderful matchmaker
hmmm not bad proud of myself man!
haha feeling so excited for someone..haha

almost one week have passed after the sars hols
school being super slack these few days
like today we are dismissed at 1.45pm instead of 2
coz it's going to rain soon
i mean since when there's such a thing?!

oh we announced the 16 nominated junior excos
felt so excited for them=)
bet some of them muz be excited too
but some kind of wanted to back out and stuff
kind of sad to hear them saying dat
they are choosen because
the board believe that they can do it
and do it well

oh i'm going to go on a diet program tmr!
gonna eat apple for breakfast, lunch, tea, and dinner
hmmm wonder whether i can do it not
this is gonna be fun=)

hmmm it's back to sch tmr
are u guys ready?
kind of excited coz i'm finally seeing everyone tmr!
after such a long break i wonder whether im gonna get use to the school hours again not
oh i'm fuming mad now
netball tournament is postponed to july!
wat the hell man
this mean the sec 4 have to train during the june hols
dat's when we are suppose to stand down?!
oh crap man
i'm going to complain to netball singapore man
how can they do this
if without this SARS thingy
we would be resting now
and nats would be over too!
hais

oh went back to sch
collect my history wbk
the beccas and i walked the entire amk central
and i found out there are many bakeries there!
anw we found a nice cake from jack's place
and went straight to ruth's house..
lucky the guards left us in
crap with him for a while and he gave me a faulty lighter!
we sat by the pool to prepare the cake
but the damn candles just cun light up!
and the best part is we went to the wrong house!!
malu i tell u
haha anyway ruth look surprised
standing there with a corn in her hand
so it's the four of us together finally
haha long time since we get together
miss those happy moments

oh guess wat?
i fell down yesterday in my bathroom!
haha dat's the funniest thing dat ever happen to me this week
it was realie painful but i sat there and started laughing
i mean i actually fall in the bathroom
haha but my laughter kind of sound bitter
see im pathetic man
i can even fall in my bathroom
how pathetic can anyone be

oh anyway thanks pple for your concern
was toking to karlin yesterday
and i have decided dat i was kind of pms-ing
yeah nothing big deal
and dun worry i have cheered up
haha it's so me to cry one moment and laugh the next
so tada i'm fine now.. thanks dear =)

i'm screwed!
cant seem to fall asleep
everytime i close my eyes
i will be reminded of those nights
screwed man
never being this screwed up in my entire life
can someone let me bite you?

i'm in a super pathetic state rite now
how i wish i could just
vomit everything out and flush them down
stick a finger down my throat
i'm messing up my entire life!
why does everything have to happen this way?
could someone pls brainwash me
this suck
i suck
everything in my life sux!
-curse and swear-
i shld just stop pretending
pretending that everything is okie
when it is not!
i suck and i shld go to hell!

i was just thinking
if god would like to grant me a special
ability to do something
i would like to have the ability to read people's mind
and if i have the power to turn my time
i would!
with the ability to read one's mind
i would be able to figure out wat went wrong
instead of being so super pathetic now
i have to throw all the disturbing thoughts away
throw them all out of the window
and live a peaceful life

oh yesterday's bachelor was oooh..
exciting and interesting
hee -evil laugh-
christi is disgusting!
i mean she's only 22 rite
and she kept toking non stop
abt how much she love aaron
how much she want him
crap!! i still cant believe dat aaron chose her
i mean christi is so dramatic
and of course super emotional
and sensitive!
you say things abt me dat's not true
-bring in sad music- yup she started crying
my god -slap forehead-
when aaron was holding the last rose
i was so sure and telling my mum
dat aaron will choose suzanna
and drop christi
my mum disagree
and argh!! my mum was right
i was screaming and jumping on my mum's bed
i mean wat is aaron doing man!!
well my mum ws right
aaron had a good impression of christi!
and dat's why he's giving her a 2nd chance
christi will be out next week!
wanna bet? haha
i realie admire that 2 women whom gave up on their own
salute to them
they are great man!!! good women
oooh cant wait for next week bachelor coz it's getting very exciting!!! haha

wakey wakey
it's 11.55am now!!
i got up at 9.45am
my earliest ever. haha
proud of my self
hmm let see wat shld i do today?
maths hw? yuck
study mep?yuck too
okie i'm doom everything seems yucky to me except..
watching tv
sucha brain dead activity
okie today i shall jog and do some work out
hmm dat shld be it!! haha

it very late now.
and since my date system is conked up
i shld tell the time
it is 1.46am the 2nd day of april!
haha was dancing in my room
since i forgot to jog
i think by dancing shld make it up
haha played the song reach for the star
by s club 7
brought back many memories for me
haha tried to dance the entire routine
but yeah it had being 2 whole years
haha i have forgotten most part of it
but still amazed at how much i rmb too
haha yeah happy now [^__^] ruizi taught me this hee

hmm i was at the library for 4 whole hours!
my longest stay ever man
haha din realie study
was doing all my physics worksheets
owe mr gan since the beginning
haha. he was like geraldine ho
i noe u very busy
but pls do ur physics hw
u can hand everything in after the fun fair
but.. during the hols i din have time to do it
so there finish all the 6 worksheets!
grins proudly at myself
oh i just discover dat the
cookies and cream milkshake is good!!
oh shit feel so guilty now
i was suppose to jog but hee
i forgot.. yup forgot..
my memory just failed me lah.. hee