today i have my english prelim oral
well i seriously dunoe how i did
everyone was asked 2 questions for the conversation part
but my examiner only asked my one!!
joan say most prob i talked too much and there wasnt enough time to ask the 2nd question
hmmm i hope dat's true
oh else i think i'm going to die
hahaha i just talked and talked non-stop
hahah and the funny thing is
my examiner laughed at everything i said
my question was, what are some of the activity dat u and your classmates had organised
i ended talking about a visit to the old folk's home
all the moral values start coming in
seriously i crap my way thru..
ahaha just hoped i get a distinction for oral

well went out today
haha and i discovered some bizarre habits of my frenz
she likes to see flower and has a fetish for riding the escalators
hahha and oh she also likes to touch cold object???
hahah yeah had a fun-filled day.
well after today i better hit my books alr
no more going out and all
better be serious or else i would regret man
hahah okie dokie i shld go bathe and hit my books.. haha

well have not being blogging for quite some time
quite busy studying for tests
and i tell u, the tests are like non-stop kind of thing
esp. after the last test of the week
i was like telling myself, okie i can finally take a break
den i open my diary and the next thing i know, i started revising for my next test!!
enough said abt tests

our netball c div won river valley and clinched the three place!!
i'm like so damn proud of them
for the 1st time in history, sn netball finally made it to the top 4!!
quite sad for my b div though
but i guess it's alright, the c girls did us proud man!!
feel so happy for them =)
well at least their hard work has paid off =)

today's jac aka pretty birthday!!
HapPy BirThday pReTty!!
hahaha had dinner at swensen, and boy the noise we made was terrible
hahah we cun stop laughing dat's one
and talking animatedly, amanda clumsily knocked over a full glass of water!! ahaha
her reaction was so slow!!
haha she just kept screaming ahhhh ahh and her book and wallet were soaked!
val was like amanda your book!!
but amanda din react quickly enough!!
hahaha it was terribly funny i tell u!!
hahah and we had cookies and cream ice-cream cake!
yummmy -pat stomach-
it was just delicious man!!
val was being evil, so she cooked up a plan to smack the melted ice-cream cake on the poor birthday girl!
hahah and carol was sitting next to her, so naturally carol had to carry out the plan!!
hahah poor jac, her chin was covered with ice-cream!
took photos of her in dat pathetic state!!
hahaha it was a great day man!
hahah yeah hope the birthday girl enjoyed her day coz i did!! hahah but ya ya i'm not the birthday girl
hahah...

The Lord does not look at things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart -1 samuel 16:7
i think today's service was a very meaningful one
Being a purposeful leader
becca show me this quote i think it's realie nice
it's smt like this
there are no strangers in the world, just friends whom i have yet to meet
hmmm today seems like a wonderful
well at least i learned smt and now i have forgotten the misery i felt last nite

for the first time in my entire sec life
i dun have to go to sch on sat!
but it's sad lah
seeing becca tearing kind of make me feel sad too
i guess i'll miss all my beloved sec 3 juniors
they are a great bunch of girls =)
chao gossipy but we had so much fun
all the gossip club meeting and all
it's cool how we manage to bond so well together
and looking at how fast they grow up
ahha dat sound like a mum man
looking forward to the chalet at the end of the year=)
and to dora, wen, loreen, beccas
dun forget our meeting on mon k..
gonna be exciting
lets have one last meeting as the gossip club
before we closed down k..
haha crap man me

sometime, pple tend to behave like a jerk
of course without realising
come on, get a life man
why should u try to control others?
just move on and stop feeling sorry for yourself
though your frenz is there for u
but it doesnt mean dat u can mess her life too
get a grip on yourself for goodness sake
and last advice, quit being a jerk!

acceptance
wat does it mean to u?
is it so impt to be accepted wherever u go?
does it mark the end of your life if u are not?
and who are the ones to judge whether or not u are suppose to be accepted?
well i think it's kind of unfair to judge others
i mean who are we to do so rite
but many a time, i admit dat i often do so
hmm dat is probably my greatest flaw
but i believe that many do so too
dun try denying

tmr is track national final
pray hard for both our c and b girls
and for all the leaders dat have worked hard in the preparation of tmr
and last but not least
hope everyone have fun tmr and dun fall sick

why does everything have to end up like dat?
cant u see how hard we tried?
we did. we really did
yet we were being neglected
being ignored
the vibes werent good
but well who are we to blame
except ourselves...
did we really put in our best?
i believe not
i have yet to see OUR best
because i'm sure we will be invincible
oh well well well
nothing is for sure i can say
that is why there is a "unpredictable" word
like i said, disappointment is inevitable
but wat we can do now
is to pick ourselves up now
and build up the spirit again!!
because this is not the end
so we will not give up

yesterday the sn netballers were finally in action again
our spirits were high
we were determine and nothing can stop us
even the anxiety before the game
disappear into thin air once we hit the court
the smell of confidence hung in the air,
wherever we went

i was having loose bowel movement
the frequent toilet visits frighten everyone
including me, myself and i
i tried to calm down
but all i felt was butterfly in my tummy
but everything disappear
once we hit the court

the game was a close fight
both team were trying to outwit each other
and the weather played a part
in the scheming against each other
poor decision were made
but we pulled thru
yes we did, a difference of 9 goals
which mean a great deal to each and everyone
of the st.nix b div netball team...

drifting, drifting and drifting further
just like a plank in an ocean
lonely, and helpless
what's the point of trying to swim your way out
when your future is nothing but darkness
u try to force your way out
and in the end, u are back to the square one again
u continue to drift, drift and drift even further away...

ridiculous words flung at me
yes i was being ridiculed
hearing those words of accusation
i laughed and screamed
screamed at those accusation
laughed at those ridiculous words
i would very much want to pull those hair out from the scalp
but considering how little was left
i decided against...