this whole week has being a tremendous torture for me. but i muz say dat i have learned a lot and now see life in a new perspective. never in the past 16 years, i was required to sit down and give my future a serious thought and to make important decision which would affect my entire life. i was forced back to the reality of life that nothing is pefect and it's time to get out of my comfort zone. it's time to fight for things that i want. right now i'm like a boat drifting in a vast ocean. not knowing when i would drift back to the shore. neither do i know when i would capsize. perhaps a bigger ship would past by and rescue me. accelerating the whole process and reach the shore in a faster time. i hope that this boat of my would not capsized anytime sooner. all i want is see the shore and motivate myself towards it. i have confidence that i would be back safely. God bring me to this, and i am sure He will bring me thru this. it's only a matter of time. so pple pls pray for me dat i would be back safely and not out drifting in the ocean.

heyhey.. i'm in acjc now.. with melissa and jac. acjc super boring lah. lecture after lecture and it's super slack.. i mean i'm super slack.. pple here actually do study and do their work! oh my appeal is approved but i cant go back hwa chong yet.. coz there's no vacancy for me!! super lee lah. super angry with him for screwing up my appeal. it wasnt my idea to appeal under xcty but the tcher's idea. and because of that i screwed up my chance of getting back into hwa chong.. irritating!! oh well just have to pray hard and hope dat someone gets out hwa chong so i can return back there.. miss everyone in hwa chong man!! even those irritating classmates of my.. haha still miss them a hell lot!!!

my dearest geri ho shu xia...

i'm so sry u hadta be my punching bag for sat nite. it isn't ur fault tt i was black faced la. i just cldnt stand it when our other frens happily stood there and waited for me to get ids for them. and they didnt thank me. whereas i guess u are e most considerate, most polite, and e only one who appreciated my efforts and all e trouble i gone thru. ya, it's very stressful to hafta make sure they can get in. and u were like apologising so much until i took u for granted and threw a temper on u! hiaks, sorry la. :"<

YAA!!! and I WANNA DANCE WIT YOU AGAIN, CHIOBU!!! wah, u are a great dancer la! aiyo, and i'm not gonna wear so high heels nxt time or my legs will break and i'll lose my balance more often! hmmm, seriously doubt tt we'll club again until e nxt hols..ya so nxt time we try going for LADIES' NITE!

and we shall go zouk together since our bdaes are in e same month! GEMINI BABES!!!


the one tt loves u most,
carol then

hahah i see dat i have being neglecting my blog
life have being very busy for me
and definitely full of disappointed and surprises
take my o level result for an example
i have disgusting result i must say
hahah instead of a 6 points, my was a 180 degrees turn
hahah get it?

dat topic sux so lets change
life in hwa chong has also being interesting man
hahah was stuck in the middle of some love problem
no wait it isnt a love problem at all
hahah though it's interesting, i will never want to be in the midst of it again
ahah coz it's quite terrible for the pple involved
and it worries me to bits when everything happened to one of them
hahaha holiday is finally here!
but i have horrible schedule!!
i have trainings everyday!!
i'm serious!!! non-stop training from mon to sat!
horrible and terrible!!!
hahah i wanna party!!! but with trg everyday i cant afford to do dat
need all my energy for trg man
oh oh i'm super happy today!!!
i bought an ELLE jacket!! hahah
my mum was feeling generous out of sudden man!
good good.. how i wish she feels generous every sunday!
hahah okie i shall stop for now coz i'm gonna come back everyday for the next whole week
complaining abt my sucky schedule!!

geri..

we miss u.
pls come back soon...

love love,
THEN