Mademoiselle

geriho
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st.nix,hwa chong,nbs(accountancy)

Give it to me


Monday, August 30, 2004
what can be worse than having a maths test first thing in the morning?
stupid integration drove me mad and i could not solve the volume of revolution!!
almost died trying coz the working was so tedious and i just cun continue any further

the day was alright.. was having fun during physics lect coz yuhui and i were busy laughing our heads off
found out something to my horror and i just kept laughing the whole time
hahah weisong had to entertain both of us during the break
and we just kept bugging him for more stories =)


well i guess i have moved on, haven i?

Friday, August 27, 2004
today was sucha tiring day
din sleep well the day before.. slept at only 230 am
was walking around like a zombie and i din have the energy to stay awake during physics prac
was almost dozing off in the midst of setting up the circuit
diana was being a mad girl today
whole day beaming to herself
hahah she behaves like she's in love la
hahah maybe she is but who knows=)
hahah just hope dat everything works out fine
and kaya pau is a nice person=)

today mark the last day for the j2
kind of sad because the school will be superly quiet and i have no eye candy to look at anymore!
hahah will definitely miss the presence of the j2=(
promos is like in 30 days more?
ya dat's like super fast

went out with diyan, michelle and diana for dinner
superstar lin was niaoing me the whole day!
it will be a miracle if he dun kb me for a day!
hahah well had lots of fun during dinner and i could died laughing at diyan's silly jokes
saw a note in my guestbook
just wanna tell that person dat i'm not drowning in self pity or watever
i'm rather over it but sometime u cant blame me if i find myself thinking abt the past rite?


Thursday, August 26, 2004
HapPy BirThdAy rEbeCca!!

hahha it's teh's birthday today!! but poor girl..fell sick on her bday =(
during chem lect, fang and i were like listening to ryan's du ping guo the whole time
coz it was on repeat mode, the song just kept repeating and repeating
it was so good dat neither of us got bored with it
sheena and weilin listened to it and they too, agreed it was good=)
hahah fang was mad today!
she shouted char siew bao so loudly
and any fool would have guessed the identity of char siew bao!
hahah oh oh we coined a new name for someone.. it's kaya bao
ahhah apparently this person loves to eat kaya bao
ahha it was hilarious coz straight after we gave himk dat name
we saw him standing there, eating his green kaya bao
hahah and diana was so embarrassed dat she ran away
met up with ruth today=)
been a long time since i last seen her!
update each other abt our lives
went to j8 and suddenly memories flooded in my mind
it was the first and last place ,we left our footprints =(
yeah coincidentally it was j8 where we watched our 1st and last movie too =(
oh screw it.. being trying to deny this
but i cant
i'm still thinking of you

Saturday, August 21, 2004
wow!! hahah we finally got to train with jiao lian=)
hahah trg was rather slack i muz say
only lasted for 2 hours=)
hahah everyone was damn shocked when he said run down
which signified the end of trg=)
the entire team went down to far east for chicken rice
den to ps for topless 5
diyang and addy came to join us=)
was eating like a pig when suddenly i saw the trackers
hahah totally forgot abt the x-cty jts=)
haha went ta take photo with them and hang around talking to them
before i went to meet michelle, addy and diyang again
went lucky plaza for some pool=)
haha diyang is this act-pro freak
who kept claiming that he's super pro in pool
hahah oh well he's not bad except for some silly shots=)
diyang and i team against michelle and addy
hahah addy is like super pro lah
her posture and the way she bridge reminds me alot of terence
oh diyang told me abt his conversation with alan
hmmm was kind of upset after hearing wat he told me
it came as a huge disappointment
still remember some magazine once said that
by saying no time, is another way of saying i dont want
well i guess it kind of apply to this situation
seriously i'm not asking you for your precious time
neither am i demanding you for anything
all i need is you to acknowledge my presence
it doesnt take you more than a min to send your greeting
acknowledging me as someone close
but i guess dat's too much to ask for
diyang said it's okie coz at least i'm over you
well am i? *shrugs*

Thursday, August 19, 2004
today was sucha freaking long and tiring day!
starting to feel some stress now
the work never seems to be finishing
the moment you finish one tutorial, the next tutorial comes in
especially maths, it just drives me mad seeing how many undone maths tutorials i have
and i have two freaking lect tests next week!
got back my previous maths lect test and i failed it!
my 1st ever failed maths test *sad*

i hate being alone, hate to be free
because my mind will start to wonder on its own and i'll start thinking abt stuff again
was staring at the package on my table
prepared it quite long ago but well i guess it has no use anymore
probably gonna dump it somewhere in my cupboard
dat special day is never gonna come
oh well *shrugs*
was digging around my cupboard and i found some old CD
britney spears's first album and there was this song which kind of struck me
the song's realie nice and meaningful=).. -from the bottom of my broken heart
will post the lyrics up some other time

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
was doing my maths tutorial.. and boy, A18 tutorial almost killed me!
i din attend the lecture on reduction for integration so i was completely lost
and i took 1 hour to complete the 1st question!
so fuming mad by the time i finished and question 2 tested my patience again
i almost wanted to tear my f maths tys up man
so freaking irritating
and i made so many careless mistakes dat i spend most of my time checking and re-doing my working!
hmmm anyway been keeping myself busy these few days
guess it's a way to escape from problems and to prevent myself from thinking too much
however, someone said something to me and it kind of struck me
was wondering whether there was someone new
but i guess it's ridiculous.. i mean how can u afford the time?
but somehow i just cant stopped myself from imagining
hmm.. if whatever that person told is true
i'll be devastated and i promise to take my revenge for that sleazy act
pple were asking whether am i traumatised?
well i guess i'm not.. =)
sometime it isnt easy to stop thinking though i realie want to

hahah teh forced diyang to admit that he still likes shuting =)
hahah he was saying how can forget someone so quickly?
dat was the only sensible thing that i ever heard from diyang
had to agree with him but somehow, someone else could do dat
hai~ -sad-

Saturday, August 14, 2004
ytd was great fun =)
went ta watch cat woman with diana, yuhui and michelle
halle berry is one hell hot babe man!
she has fabulous body and i love the way she walks man! =)
hmmm was late ytd.. woke up at only 7
hahah rushed a cab down and there was a freaking accident in BKE
jamming the entire expressway up
was stuck at PIE-BKE for 20 mins man
and in the end i was 10 mins late for gp lesson
haha everyone was being nice to me
told them the news and boy, they were shocked
well at least i wasnt dat sad in school
carol and jac were being a sweetie
love them to bits man =)
so were my team mates and classmates =)
well things have come to an end
is it a good or bad thing?
i'm not too sure myself
hmmm maybe i might miss those times
but i will definitely erase you away from my life =)

Thursday, August 12, 2004
i'm disgusted by your attitude
you know wat? you need a life
and you shld just screw off!

Monday, August 09, 2004
to the nation, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
haha okie i'm a little late but it's better late than never=)
ytd went out with beccas to celebrate ruishan's belated birthday=)
was waiting for teh at the station and i saw this group of guys.. initially i saw someone familiar and i recognise that he was from hwa chong.. den to his left.. i saw ak.. haha
someone is gonna be jealous of me =)
well was surprised to see j2 out.. at least they are coming to town and have fun on such a joyous occasion =)
went to the glasshouse for dinner.. saw sue-ai and her bf.. more j2s haha
after dinner we walk all the way to esplanade
it was burstling with people =)
saw some familiar faces =)
hahah there was this concert outside esplanade in the outdoor area.. it was a mutli-racial event i guess.. haha teh was complaining that the tamil song was stuck in her head.. hahah
walk down along the river.. saw lots of couples.. =)
saw this elderly couple, they were like just walking and enjoying the breeze
becca and i were saying that they were just enjoying each other's presence.. how sweet =)
saw something which i tot would upset me but ahah i guess i'm immune to it
is that good or bad? i wouldnt know=)
so grateful to be out with the beccas on such a wonderful and amazing nite =) realie thanks God for them

i'm tired and sick of waiting.. trying to guess what's going on with you
if u think that i'm always here.. waiting like a dog for the master to be home.. den you're wrong!
i beg you for once, just spare a thought for others
if not, screw off!

ooh.. i worked on sat!! as a receptionist at mornington country club.. haha it was jac's dad's club so we went there to help out.. 10am-6pm for 50 bucks.. hahah not bad rite.. initially we were told that our jobs are bird-brain jobs.. but it turn out otherwise!
i was asked to help out at the membership card collection counter.. boy the organisation was so cocked up.. the cards are not ready and yet they called their members, informing them that their cards were ready for collection.
so there i was, telling the members that their cards were not ready. some of them were so rude.. yelling at me and scolding me
like what the hell man, i'm only 17 helping my frenz's dad, and i have absolutely no idea wat is going on how can u yell at me?!
and to make matter worse, the guy, lawrence who was suppose be in charge of the counter, pang seh me
i was all alone at the counter, trying my best to handle all the displease members.. it was a horrible experience.. i had to cook up some story abt the some technical problem so the membership cards were delayed..
i was desperately calling for help for someone to help me
but none of the adult wanted to be part of the chaos
i was so pissed at how the adults tried to shrink their responsibility
totally disgusted.. now i know what is meant by office politics
there was this lady who was so rude and she started screaming using the word "bloody" in every sentence. i almost cried.. but i had to fight back the tears and smile her and apologise profusely
what a bad day i have and for once i felt so alone and helpless
worked till 1am.. almost died and i fell asleep on justin's car.. hahah that was embarrassing coz he had to call my name a couple of times
anyway that was for saturday =)

Tuesday, August 03, 2004
lets do a quick update..
wednesday
track final.. went down to national stadium like super duper early.. haha ended up playing cards with weijian, jeremy and the rest
saw some familiar faces.. track finals was amazing.. another event where you can show your school spirit=)..
love it when st nix cheered their hearts out for their fellow schoolmates
went over to the sn contingent with becca and started cheering for my juniors=)
hwa chong girls clinched 2nd and guys 4th
went for seoul gardens dinner with all the trackers=)
had so much fun cooking rubbish

basically thurs and fri nothing interesting happened.. on fri teh and i painted a banner for becca
a birthday banner for her coz it was her birthday =)
was kind of playing hide and seek with becca coz we cant possibly let her see wat we were doing..
rushed here and there.. went to the hospital after finishing the banner den rush home to pack my clothes and bathe before i rush to diana's house
haha rushed from one venue to another..

Saturdayhwa chong homecoming carnival!!
hahah feeling excited =)
was slacking around with michelle and we ended up eating the jelly which was meant for sample=)
feeling a little guilty, i decided to help them tie those balloons to the pole
haha at the same time i stole one of the little pretty pink balloon.. there was a purple one but it went missing =(
at the crucial time, it had to rain.. everyone's mood was dampen
started singing the song rain rain go away, come again another day
oh oh went to the haunted house and damn it was freaking scary can
hahah or the netballers are just plainly hum ji
haha we were like screaming our heads off and stood there for eternity.. the "ghost" had to hurry us to move on
but our legs were like jelly, refusing to move on
hahah the haunted house was good man=) stupide renie had to jump out at the last part
it was so sudden dat i fell back on my bum=(
kind of embarrassing haha
dear alan gave me a bouquet of champagne roses=) one of my fav flowers *beams happily*
after some netball game with the seniors, we went to rent one of those water guns from 6C
terence and weiren had to come attack me when i wasnt noticing
in the end i ended up playing with them instead of the netballers
was chasing weiren all around the field and excuse me, he's a sprinter and i'm not!
chasing after him was a mad thing to do because it's totally impossible to catch up with him
terence was wearing white polo tee and being a hum ji, he kept hiding in the canteen
after throwing 2 water bombs at me, i want my revenge!!
haha was cooking up some scheme with weiren to get terence
haha came up with one conclusion, terence lim has bad aiming skill and diyan has rather accurate aiming skill
he wanted to empty the entire bucket of coloured water on me
but i ducked and the water landed in front of me
haha dat was totally retarted man
was soaked wet at the end of the day
becca was worse.. her classmates all ganged up against her.. haha
becca was desperately asking me to help her.. and in the end i ended up being splashed by clarence lew with his gigantic water bottle!
haha had great fun and it's definitely a day worth remembering =)