today is quite a screwed up day
1st i screwed up my physics spa
next i missed one mark to E for chem
oh well ching's four classes did realie badly
all of us were like wondering whether it's across the level
oh just her classes
all four classes failed for class average
my class average was only 45 % i think
dat's realie bad la!!
went town with yuhui and diana
they bought rip curlz slippers =)
i think it's nice=)
both got the same design but yuhu's one is black and diana's one is brown

left town at 6
reached home realie early
and since i wasnt feeling very good
decided to go for a run
i think running is a good way to destress
still rmb how i would go for a run during the preparation for Os
everytime when i'm upset, angry or frustrated
running solve it all =)
i ran like 8km?
i was so exhausted after the run
but it's worth it =)
i felt so much happier after the run..

today's good friday!!! =)
went for service in the morning
was so tired la!
guess i din have a good nite sleep
jac darling came to church today!!
haha looking as hot as ever la =)
went for lunch with teh and becca
we went crystal jade at taka!
gosh they took so long!!
we were like starving alr?
hahah had la mian and xiao long bao
haha i love xiao long bao man
hahah becca was saying dat i ruin my image at the way i was slurping the soup from the xiao long bao
ahaha and how i was making noise when the soup came out
haha i mean dat the fun part wat
left town quite early coz i still have paper on mon
and i feel realie guilty to be roaming ard
haha but i din even study when i got home la
fell asleep till dinner time!
oh watched finding nemo on disney channel!!
haha disney channel has nice shows, nice cartoons =)

i'm so screwed for my block test
chem and physics are like gone case
f maths paper on mon
hope i dun screw it up too
the only consolation was c maths and chem spa
chem was horrible!!
i'll be glad to get an O la
physics too!!
i din have time to finish all the questions
guess i'm going to bring shame to patrick
hahaha cant be bothered alr la
everyone complained abt chem and physics
so even if i do fail
i'm not the only one.. haha

after paper today, we rushed to kap for macs breakfast!
it has been a long time since i last had macs breakfast
hmmm this is like the 1st time eating macs since the dec hols
being boycotting macs for a long time!
went amanda's house after breakfast
haha her dog is quite cute
but i'm afriad of dog, so i din dare to go near the dog
watched mvp qing ren at her place
den amanda, sheena and i wen down for a swim
while the rest continue watching mvp
went home to get changed before coming out again
had dinner at cine's pastamania
gosh, the baked pasta sux there?
it was watery and cold!!
oh yan fang and ye straightened their hair
hahah met up with them at scotts coffee bean
they look quite cute=)

super shagged from the 3 consecutive trgs we had
actually kind of enjoyed all 3 sessions =)
though i'm sure everyone's muscles are like aching now
din study much for the past 4 days
think i'm quite screwed for block
just pray hard dat i dun fail in any papers
today we had captain's ball comp
gosh the standard is like getting better and better each yr?
yeah the teams are realie good
and a good variety of different people playing
bryan's team remain the same from last yr
all the chao pro basketballers and sportsmen in his team
diyang, cj and shawn came down too
realie nice of them to sacrifice their studying time =)
haha it was quite fun la
though some teams were pretty rough
was trying so hard to keep my cool too
but i think it's a good bonding activity =)
i have gp tmr
wish me best of luck man =)

hmm i have a big big dilemma now
to run or not to run
shld i help the cross team or not?
hmm i seriously dun wanna run competitively
after last yr, the pressure and all, kind of turn me off
and xcty comp clashes with netball season
i want to be tip top condition for netball
and not to exhaust myself out
and it's only 3 more weeks to cross comp
how am i suppose to be able to train up?
it's like totally impossible
and i seriously dun believe dat even without trg u can have result
and wat's the point of doing smt when i know dat i wun be able to deliver any result?

but the cross team seems to have problem now
hmmm serene had to approach me twice
and i realie feel bad rejecting them after knowing that they are in need of help
even jing hao has tried to talk me into running
will i be seem as someone mean if i turn them down?
hmm shld i place my interest above the school?
i dunoe.. dat's selfish rite?
but i realie dun wanna run..
hai...

i would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and he's taken just all that i have
but if you want i'll try to love again
baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...
the first cut is the deepest
baby i knowthe first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
and i'm sure gonna give you a try
if you want i'll try to love again,
baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...
the first cut is the deepest by sheryl crow

i'm so tired today
had tuition at 12
den i went home and fell asleep for 4 hours straight
i slept from 5 to 9pm
wonderful just wonderful
wat happened to mugging?
thanks everyone for your concern =)
guess i'm allowing myself to start dreaming again ya
after all we cant prevent dreams from taking place ya

i'm neva gonna dare to dream
sorry ye, i know your quote dare to dream
but somehow i just cant bring myself to hope for smt which i know will neva happen
i'm so silly, why did i put myself in a vulnerable position?
sorry becca i know that u will tell me to keep hoping
but i think it's kind of useless?
i'm such a fool...

dun be sad because it ended
but smiled because it happened
feeling rather out of sort now
have no idea why but yeah
i guess it's because of wat has happened recently
and it got me thinking bout lots of things
smt dat meide from the drama serial "you are the one" said dat i totally agree
she's a happy woman because she know how to ask
the key word here is ask
hmmm...

took ocp and left sch at 10
coz i wanted to take yap's test
so i stayed on after chem lect
rushed out of school after that
took 174 to town and the bus was so freakingly crowded man!!
when i reached ps.. i realised dat i'm gonna be late
so i took a cab down to SSC
the sports doctor is realie nice
and he's quite funny too=)
oh oh i think his gf is realie pretty too
coz he has this photo of a lady
so i assume it's his gf la
haha had to go back for physio treatment on fri
so i guess i have to miss lessons again
went back to school to meet up with both beccas
waited for chiki before we took a cab down to yishun sports hall
today's the north zone final
both divisions from st nix made it to the final
and both divisions are playing against amk
quite wasted la.. both divisions lost to amk..
but i think they put up a good fight by keeping the score difference close
well done juniors =)

went to long john with both beccas
we sat there for like an hour plus and we started talking
and i realised how important my friends are to me
guys come and go but your girl friends will always stay by your side no matter wat
so next time when u wanna pang seh your girl friends for your bf
think again.. who will stay by your side at the end of the day?

we had half day today =)
thanks to all our smart seniors for the wonderful As results
went to watch hitch with diana, yuhui and becca
it's such a hilarious show man!!
definitely worth watching=)
and u get to learn lots of things from it too
it's so nice dat i wun mind watching it a 2nd time
after the show, we walked from ps to taka
bought an adidas cap=)
for myself of coz.. haha
i have an appointment with ssc tmr at 11
which means i get to miss lessons..
wait dat's a bad thing actually
i wonder whether ching will let me take ocp without making a big fuss out of it
anyway it's north zone netball final tmr
so good luck ST NIX!!! =)

woah been neglecting my blog man
no wonder ye always say i dun update my blog
okie lets do a quick recap

thursday
meet up with jac darling
carol was suppose to come too but she has trg
missing dat lovely babe a hell lots man!
anyway i met up with jac at the right time
she was having some problem
and i have smt to say!
jem is a mother fcuker!!
he's not only psychotic, he's rude and vulgar too!
how dare u tell dear jac to fcuk off
u shld fcuk off yourself man!
peis is totally right abt you man!
i was so freaking pissed dat i cursed realie loudly at mos
jac was shocked by my behaviour man
u are one hell of a lucky guy to get jac
so u better treat her well or else u'll get it from all of us man

many times i wonder why do pple allow themselves to be hurt by guys
but jac has made me realise something wonderful
something wonderful and amazing called love
i've finally manage to forget abt you
it was easy actually
but am i ready to welcome someone else into my life?
seriously i have no confidence in myself anymore
i'm realie scared
coz i think i'm beginning to like someone
but i dun wanna be hurt again...
anyway jac and carol!!
i love you both!!! =)
i had a great time catching up with jac!!
carol next time u fix the time k!!
we shall accomodate to your schedule=)

Friday
i got A2 for cl ao!!
super duper happy man!!
i mean like i din even study for the exam
and i'm only expecting a B!
the seniors did realie well!!
so proud of my netball seniors =)
hahah well done man!!
thanks to them, we are having half day on mon!!
oh and someone owes me a big big treat..
a particular smartie pants!
haha trg for midfielders
quite slack.. learn smt new

okie i'm tired of blogging.. nothing interesting happened on sat or today
except for talentime on sat
which was fabulous!!
LOVE was realie good!!
they deserve to win man! =)