today was such a tiring day!! i woke up at like 630 for sch today!
had gp consult at 8 and yes miss Lim was not awake too!!
haha actually most of us wun!! we had 2 hours of consult man!
oh well at least we did some work today.. manage to touch on both compre and essay!
two more consults and we are ready for As!! haha or at least i hope so!
i realie need to do well for gp or else i'm pretty screwed!
studied in the library today with becca and clarence
haha yes extra again and i know dat!
haha library has become our 2nd home man!!
and our "home" has evening sun!! neva buy a house which will get the morning sun or evening sun!
pretty sick and tired of studying and studying but i know there isnt much time left!!
gosh everything is gonna end in less than a week's time!
can u believe it? and it's will be party and fun after dat!!
so CAROL THEN muz party with me after my exams!!
alrite dinner time!! out for now

i was preparing to come and start screaming at how blogger did not save my last entry
but i realised dat it wasnt publish properly.. my fault
haha anyway time check it's 2.12am..
okie i'm starting to have a habit of coming online realie late
anyway went out to study with darling jac at scotts coffee beans
CAROL THEN our dear jac has gotten herself a boyfriend!!
yes i'm gonna announce it here coz they were together for almost 2 weeks and i only got to know it today
oh and my cam hates me!
it's spolit again!!! yes i'm pissed pissed pissed!!
i mean hello As is gonna be over in a month's time and i'll be needing my cam everyday!
and if servicing is going to take a month like the previous time, i'm gonna cry!
well at least dear ryan made me feel better by offering to send it for servicing for me =)
the headquarter is like all the way at genting lane
bet no one knows where rite.. coz it's freaking ulu!!
okie enuff said.. i'm going to sleep now!

it's 1.26 am in the morning and wat the hell am i doing online?!
simple i'm bored with studying and since my dad's laptop was hanging around in the living, i decide to invade it
anyway i received a really nice msg from amanda ytd
thanks girl! u made me smile with your msg.. lets work hard together and u can always treat every subject like stats if u want =)
everyone has uploaded the photos taken on the last day except me
i'm just too lazy to upload them but then again how long will it take me rite
i think procrastination is the greatest sin man!
and if it is, i'm gonna be a sinner man
was suppose to study with jac today (sat)
but dear babe fell sick at the last min and so i was rotting the entire day away at home
was so bored dat i msged ruishan only to find that she's suffering the same fate as me
i'm amazed at wat A levels has done to our lives man
yes alrite enough said, it's back to analogue!! physics physics and more physics.. i'm gonna be mad soon!!

alrite decided to remove some sentense from the previous entry coz it was kinda misleading
anyway things are quite fine now.. he's away on a field camp and yes i do miss him!
studied in the school library today and it was freezing cold!!
when i stepped in, everyone was in their sweater except me!
haha and those with sweaters, kept complaining abt the coldness and i was like "yes i'm gonna freeze to death alr"
haha so i got up and told the librarian to increase the temp and they were like "harh?!"
haha and look at me as if i was speaking in martian language
yes did stats the whole day and i was battling with geometric and exponential distributions
no wait actually come to think of it i was kinda unproductive today
and dat's sad coz there's no more time to waste!!
i gotta step up with my revision plan man

anyway today's study session kinda provoke a reaction from me
haha okie dat's not quite true
but yes i think i have to step out of my comfort zone and make more frenz!
or else i'll be a lonely girl and according to newsweek, feeling lonely and depressed will increase the risk of a heart attack!
and i dun wanna die young so i have to do smt abt it!
teh has so many bfs now dat she probably wun have time for me after As
well i can count on ruishan but then again, she has her own private life too
yes today's study session was kinda awkward for me
i mean everyone was like paired up except me
so i was like the extra one out there
and the worse thing is i din realise until after the library closes and on our way home
yes i'm slow and dumb.. and dat cant be helped
so there if i dun make more new frenz, i'll probably be lonely after As
so i need more shopping partners, more clubbing frenz and more frenz to chill out and hang out with!
last hols we used to study together, yes both becca and me.. and plus clarence
and now pple are ps-ing each other for other pple
and hey dat's sad k.. well i'm sad.. actually i think i'm the only sad one
pathetic..yes i'm talking abt myself again
gosh i'm in such a whiny mood today
but realie i dun feel good when pple ps-ed me for another gender *argh*
alright geri ho u should shut up and go do your work and stop complaining
yes so i shall stop complaining and get back to my chem!

sad sad sad.. yes i was feeling kinda depressed the past few days
and suddenly i felt dat we are drifting apart
i mean i'm sorry i dun know how to cheer you up
but wat do u say to a person who has 4 confinements as a punishment?
i'm not feeling good dat u have such punishment too but i realie dunoe wat to say
and it hurts to see you acting all sarcastic and nasty about it
and every phone conversation we had the last 2 days was bad bad bad
every time i hang up, i just felt like crying.. silly i know -shrugs-
lets hope u get better so dat i'll get better too..

check out yesterday's headlines on the Strait Times..--Our Angry Earth?
yes this year is indeed a bad year for us
many countries have been plagued with natural disaster
yes 1st tsunami, then sumatra earthquake, followed by hurricanes Katrina, Rita and Stan, fire in California and now the Kashmir earthquake
check out the calendar of disasters
it's quite scary looking at all the catastrophes
imagine the lives of those victimes out there
imagine the torment of losing your loved ones
imagine the pain and fear
life will be harder for those who survive
how will life be without a roof over your head, without food
without warm clothings to tide you over the winter season?
and this year death toll has been increasing by great numbers
is doomsday coming?
well i believe so.. it's even mentioned in the bible Matthew 24...
for the benefit of those without a bible at home, i shall type the entire chapter out here

Watch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in my name,
claiming, "I am Christ," and will deceive many.
you will hear of wars and rumour of wars, but see to it that you are
not alarmed. such things must happen, but the end is still to come
Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.
there will be famines and earthquakes in various places
All these are the beginning of birth pains

yes so i truly believe that end times is coming and so is judgement day
so dear brothers and sisters in christ, it's time dat we take courage and step up with evangelism
for those we believe in him shall not perish but enjoy eternal life
also, read the Strait Times ytd, even doctors and nurses are
carrying out evangelistic work in their workplaces
yes they might face persecution but have faith that
God will help you thru in your evangelism work

alright yes i'm bored to death!!
i cant stand the situation i'm in
my studying pace is too slow!! and i'm so easily distracted by things around me
and what? A level is like less than a month away!!
panic panic panic!!
alright i cant wait for everything to be over!!
so i can party party and party
okie time to get back to my work!!!!!

we had our mini festival of sports ytd!
haha played netball after school with the netballers under the blazing hot sun man
felt realie good to be exercising man.. and gosh i'm so unfit la!!
soon more pple come and join us and we could form 2 teams and play full court!
haha the polo guys and touch girls came and join us
after dat i played touch with the touch ruggers and ruggers
haha my first time and it was fun fun FUN!!
haha din know touch was such a tiring game..
after touch we played dodgeball with the netballs
yes and i got zhammed by diyan can
super painful la and poor teh got zhammed in the stomach by diyan too
violent leh.. hahah
oh and there was major pole-ing too
yuen wei, diyan and honda got poled
yes at the netball pole! OUCH!!<> but i think the guys enjoyed it la

when i reached home, i felt realie guilty for wasting the entire day playing instead of studying!
and i spent like 2 hours plus doing smt
and only manage one chem essay question before i fell asleep on the table!!
oh well luckily i did some work today
and beckham just got send off with a red card!
yes and my brother was cursing and swearing at the referee
haha okie back to my maths now!

alright got back both maths papers today..
well lets just say i wasnt too happy with my grades but i'll live with it haha
A for c maths, and D for f maths
was kinda disappointed with my f maths grade and i made so many stupid mistakes for mechanics and i'm down for mechanics remedial!
i have so much work to do for remedial la!
overall grades for the year is ACDD
not dat bad la.. but i think there's still lots to work on if i want my 4 As

gp consult with diana and ms lim was rather inspiring!
i felt the urge to do lots of gp work to improve myself
alright dat's all for now.. time to sleep!!