yes i'm freaking tired rite now and act i'm pretty amazed at myself!!
haha clubbed on fri at chinablack and i went fluid ytd
yes dat's clubbing in 2 consecutive nites
and i am positive dat my feet and toes are dying!!
chinablack was fun fun fun!!
i had so much fun dancing with jacq baby and her classmates were nice and fun too
yes and den derek (jac's bf) came along and took her away
haha and ye was pretty drunk we had to drag her down coz the bouncer din allow her to lie at the bar
wat morons man i think chinablack's bouncers are the most inflexible and by-the-book pple
so we made our way down and yes ye was lying on the floor!!
my dear yan ye i have photos of evidence and i'm so gonna blackmail u with it
haha yes i know i was pretty high myself too
was babbling and giggling my way ard
mich was seh too so basically we were in a pretty embarrassing state i muz say
but thank goodness i manage to sober up after some dancing
music was alrite, crowd was fine
spent the rest of the nite with the touch ruggers
i have in total half a jug, 2 baileys, one vodka and 2.5 corona plus brandy with green tea at my mum's bar before dat
yes i went to join my mum for a drink before heading down to chinablack
and my mum came to pick me after clubbing
so i managed to save on cab fare!!

fluid on sat was alrite i guess
din realie like the place and the crowd was quite bad
saw many dear sn girls tho
and i was with my dear babes and with ryan too
our 1st time clubbing together as a couple
haha drinks were diluted and ex!!
super lousy and they cheated us too
we ordered 2 jugs and they din even fill it up
it was only like 3 quarters filled?
and i tot it was one for one all nite
yes there's so many gimmicks la
like oh the one jug is 30 bucks and it's one for one
bullshit, the normal price for jug was 15 bucks so 15 times 2 gives u 30
gosh where's the one for one..
and some bartender threw lemon at me!!
and dat same bartender forgot our lemon when we ordered tequila
haha not the smartest person on earth i guess
the dance floor was small and packed..
my dear babes were drunk and lucky char managed to send them home
i was pretty bored so i hung ard with ryan outside the club until 4 when the party ended
yes well i guess overall i had fun.. yup and both ryan and i din sleep at all!!
we took the 1st train and ate macs breakfast at my place
den i went home to shower and came out again
was supposed to meet the cell at 9 in church
phew i wasnt dat late

yes i'm amazed at myself because i managed to survive the entire afternoon with no sleep
we went east coast and we cycled for an hour plus
i was freaking tired!!
my thighs, feets and arms were aching so badly dat i walk with a limp now
yes wat can u expect from hours of clubbing and dancing?
lunch at kenny roger's
den i managed to sleep a while on the ride back home
so now i shld go sleep because i'm starting to get cranky!!!

at chinablack last nite.. ye-maybs-mich-jacqbaby and mich

shopping with the class girls.. these were taken while waiting for ye to finish trying on her clothes =)

yup went shopping with the diana, yuhui and the twins and i was fashionably late
sorry girls.. haha it was a long long story
coz the late before i reached home ard 4 plus and in the morning, ye called to postpone the time
and it was ard 9 and i was awake!!
but since she postponed the meeting to an hour later.. i decided to get back to sleep
and i forgot to set alarm and by the time i woke up it was 1145!!
and we were supposed to meet at 12 in town
and yes btw i stay in woodlands!!
so i was freaking late
quickly bathe and dress up and rush down in an hour's time
we took neoprints at far east and the machine is super lousy
we cant choose the shots we want and the machine chose it for us RANDOMLY!!
and the shop assistant was freaking unfriendly and rude!
oh and the best thing is we were commenting on how fat and ugly this particular girl is
coz her neoprints appeared on every machine
and guess wat, it turned out to be the shop assistant!!
haha anyway off we went to shop
both ye and i liked the saw pair of heels so we decided not to get ( but we went back later and to our pleasant surprise, there were new stock and so both of us could get the heels)
went isetan to look for prom dresses and we saw this realie chic black dress
but both fang and i look bad in it coz we had lots of excess clothes ard
but i think ye is going to get that
bought a halter top from forever 21 =)
den we went bugis coz ye wanted to buy some adidas jacket and fang wanted her makeup
so we went bugis and bugis village was so packed!!!
i bought a necklace from there tho=) and nail polish from misscha
our feet were aching horribly from all the walking and we concluded that we shld start building up our stamina
hahah i mean we were all sportswomen and yet we complained after 4 hours of walking
hahah we shld start trg soon man!! =)
so i went home and fell asleep pretty soon..

WEDNESDAY
i'm quite disorganised here lets talk abt wednesday
haha woke up pretty early and meet up with becca
went back to sn to apply for relief teaching and we were so excited seeing all our tchers =)
den i went to her house to bake a cake for dear ryan
yup gonna celebrate his birthday but it's like 4 days late
hahah he spent his birthday in brunei
we had such a hard time baking the cake coz the circuit kept tripping everytime we turned on the oven
but luckily everything manage to turn out fine
except that the cake look quite weird and i tot it tasted weird too (ryan thinks otherwise tho)
rushed down to genting lane to collect my cam and i tot it was spoilt again
but actually my batt was flat haha so dumb
rushed down in a cab and we went to this realie nice restaurant called MY SECRET GARDEN
i love that place!! the ambience was great, the setting was romantic..
basically the entire place was awesome!
and the food was fabulous too.. i have crayfish pasta and ryan had cilantro chicken
so pple next time if u need a romantic place to bring your gf/bf.. bring her/him to my secret garden!!
definitely a place to remember=)
after that we made our way down to esplanade and it was a super long walk!
i was pretty nervous when i gave him his present coz i dunoe whether he'll like it
haha but too bad the place was pretty dark and he cun see it properly
and so we spent the whole nite at esplanade and just enjoying each other's company =)
hope u had a great time sweetie coz i did =)

it's the end!!! finally man!!! i'm so so glad dat As is OVER!!!
but f maths was F--king tough!!
i'm so mad coz i totally screwed up my paper 2
think i'm gonna get a C or D man
and i'm so gonna cry.. why muz they set such tough paper to kill us?
amanda taught us to pronounce cambridge as cam-bitch
haha super funny but they deserve such a name for the horrendous papers set!
was pretty traumatised after the paper and even tho it's the end
i wasnt exactly screaming and dancing with joy
instead i was crying over spilled milk
yes i was getting all upset over the paper
so it was a bad ending and i was so pissed with the paper
but nevertheless i managed to cheer up before dinner
and start stuffing myself with seafood platter at fish and co
so now i'm home and i'm not gonna be thinking abt f maths again!!
it's time to have fun and enjoy!

out with ryan on wed
gonna shop with the class girls on thurs
chinablack with hc canoeists on fri
and fluid with all my sn babes on sat!
east coast with cell on sun
haha i wonder where am i going to get all these energy from man
but i'm just gonna let loose and have fun!!!

just watched mtv's my super sweet 16
gosh this week's birthday boy is some faggot called BJORN!
he's like so gay!!! but he's freaking rich
i mean who has his own fashion show on his 16 birthday!
gosh..

was pretty much distracted today while studying for f maths
i kept thinking abt the fun and shopping and all
okie enuff said.. i gotta study!!

been so super long since i updated my blog.. yes the last entry was by ryan
haha dat was the day before he left for brunei and guess wat? he's gonna be back in 4 days!
yes and i do miss him a lot despite all the exam madness!
anyway it's his birthday tmR!! but poor dear has remedial trg or smt

As has been pretty alright.. some good some bad
and i'm so glad dat i'm left with one more paper! (tho half the sch are done with As)
yes maths was good.. pretty easy i think
chem was alright tho paper 3 was total crap for me
physics was not too bad tho data analysis was super confusing!
yes i have no idea wat they were talking abt!
f maths paper 1 was pretty crap too
i have like 12 marks worth of questions dat i'm unsure of
the rest more or less certain dat i got it
yes not accounting for my careless mistakes! which i think is inevitable!
anyway we started making post exam plans!!
super exciting man!!
i'm going shopping on thurs!! yes with my classmates!!
clubbing on fri and sat!!
class chalet and netball chalet the following week!!
yes i'm so looking forward to that and one more paper to go!!
and i'll be free!!! =))

my study table which is forever in a big mess! but after monday, you'll not see anymore notes on it!! haha=)

Ryan's To-do list for his darling...
1. Study hard for As
2. Be confident of herself
3. Be happy
4. Take care of herself
5. Sleep well
6. Eat healthy
7. Smile more
8. Check her mailbox
9. Think of me!

I love ya sweetie..=)

it's a sign! i was sick during my Os and i screwed it up.. and now i'm sick!!
oh pls Lord pls dun let me screw up my As pls..
and i slept for 12 hours last nite!!
yes i slept so much again but this time i was under my dad's order
yes and i have to recover by mon!!

anyway i just read darling's blog.. and i feel realie realie bad
due to my insensitivity, i said things dat i dun mean it and hurt him
gosh i feel like an asshole man
he's going to brunei soon and the least i can do it to let him leave in peace and not worrying about me
he has been realie patient and kind with me these days when i showed him attitudes and moodswing around
he was so tolerant towards me and even shower me with so much love
gosh where can u find such a wonderful and amazing boyfriend?
i think i'm the luckiest girl on earth man
and i know sweetie u'll be reading this and know wat? i love you!!!
yes and i promise to be back to my normal self soon!

okie i shld stop slacking and return back to food chem!
gosh there's so much to study la!!

it's 1.59am and yes i know i shldnt be online and yes i promise myself to sleep early..
but i had a burning desire to rant and bitch on my blog
yes i was pretty much a bitch the entire nite.. okie only to him la
getting all jumpy and sensitive at every comments he made
and it irked me to think dat he's being insensitive when i know he's not
but i have no control over my mind and i hate dat
so there i was telling him dat i took a 45 mins nap in the afternoon and there he was saying how i slept so much
instead of agreeing and start feeling guilty dat i slept so much, i got all sensitive and presume dat he wasnt caring and sensitive to the fact dat i wasnt feeling well
and instead of saying "u sound better" he said " u dun sound sick to me"
and once again, bitchy old me start mood swinging
so throughout the entire conversation i gave him attitude and halfway thru i was suddenly not in the mood for more talks
so i told him dat this is bad,and instead of trying to cheer me up or make things better, he agreed with me!
WTH!!! yes i know i'm asking too much from him..
so now i'm guilty for being a blardy bitch..
anyway i wanted to rant more abt wed nite.. and it's gonna be him him him and him again
but i shld stop giving him too much attention here

i was pretty bothered by someone who has a blardy big mouth!
someone who's supposed to have upright values and righteousness
someone who always kb pple for not doing the right thing
but hey who's the one going round shooting off your mouth?
who's the one who has nothing better than to probe into other people's lives?
gosh i used to hold u in high esteem coz i tot u were fair and righteous
but now u are starting to disgust me with your actions!
perhaps i'm being mean and critical here but it isnt the 1st time dat u go round shooting your big mouth off!!
hmpf.. this is driving me mad..
i think everyone is trying to drive me mad
no maybe it's just me myself and i driving me myself and i mad!!

i'm such an ugly and disgusting bitch!!
first my hair is driving me nutz by going crazy, next i get horrible white spots on my neck
and now i have dry and cracked up lips accompanied by horrible dry and sore throat
next my nose is blocked and know wat?
the last thing i need now is pimple outbreak!
dat would seriously drive me nutz!! and i would have to throw away my all the mirrors in my room!!
now i think i'm gonna flunk my As and so i'm getting back to my work now!!