og outing to sentosa on fri..
played like thousand and one games man
we had volley, soccer, touch and captain's ball
before moving on to catching!! and dodgeball
it was freaking fun and i tot the weather was good too
managed to get a tan too =)
poor jinyuan lost her phone there

alright signed up for the new balance real run
10km in sentosa on 20 aug..
gotta realie start trg soon!!!

was planning to run since ytd.. but guess the inertia is too great to overcome
oh well at least i exercised on mon by blading..
yup went east coast with dear and he had a hard time tying the hammock
which was freaking hilarious
well yes all i did was laugh and laugh at him =)
and i seriously cant blade man..
i was making so much noise that i think the residents of east coast are going to ban me from there
yup had a great time there with ryan and we took loads of photos too =)
and yes i will upload them soon..
mamboing tonight.. more exercise for me =)
dear and i acting as dao as possible

after balding =)

back from nbs camp!! yes finally man
well not that the camp wasnt fun, it was superb i must say
but i kinda miss my bed, my nice showering area and most imptly
no one to hurry me when i bathe or not having to hurry cos there are many pple who needs the toilet
only slept 12 hours in 4 nights.. and by the last day
i was seriously K.O..
i started talking nonsense and falling asleep everyday i go
yes my dad had to drag me out of bed and put me in the toilet
just so i'll wash up before going to bed
i even fell asleep on the toilet bowl and my poor mum was so worried that i passed out in there
hahah yup my og vega rawkz man =)
the seniors were great and my og mates were fab
sp night was fun cos i went out with a senior who was jj's bf =)
hahah clubbing at momo was kinda fun too tho i missed not having my baby and gfs there
yup so all in all it was a great camp
and i'm going back to hwa chong to collect my cert and have lunch at ke ai ji!!!

finally.. a new layout!!
spent the entire afternoon trying to fix my blog
still some touch up that needed to be done
alright time to leave for trg soon!!!

granny's here to stay with us for the next 49 days
and she's kinda driving my parents mad
cos somehow she's always have an opinion to everything we do
even our lifestyle and all.. so my parents are going crazy hahah

mambo on wed nite with ryan and his frenz
well i join them realie late at bout 12 midnight
and that place was packed man!!
lucky sean (ryan's fren) came to get me in..
and for the first time i went in to members
phuture was packed as usual and my poor toe was stomped on
and it started bleeding!! no joke man it was like super painful?
yup even till now, my toe is still red
yup stayed till closing and ryan came over as usual

thurs was spent with my teammates =)
met mich at 5.. no wait was supposed to meet her at 5
but that girl only left her house at 5!! so in the end we only met up at 530pm
there were tons of eye candies in town
no dun get me wrong.. i meant hot and sexy ladies..
ya suddenly everyone was out in full force man
hahah mich and i were busy checking out those girls while slacking at wisma
both beccas came along and we walked to heeren
i need to do some shopping seriously cos i'm running out of new stuff to wear!!
i need more tops, pants, skirts and footwear
well basically everything la..
dinner with the entire team at crystal jade =)
was realie glad that everyone could make it?
even xiaojun came too!! =)
oh and i just found out that xiaojun is going to ntu acct too
yup the night ended pretty early at 930pm..
mich and i stayed behind cos we are not working the next day..
so went to the cafe outside scotts and stayed till their closing..
pretty bored now.. just gonna slack till training time..

i'm missing my yeye so much
i remember how when i was young, i used to wait for him to come home
and he's always back by 630pm..
how i would rush to open the door for him
my father told me that my favourite spot in the living room was on my yeye's lap
how i would always sit on his lap after dinner and watch variety show on channel 8 at 8pm
my favourite fruit is apple.. and my yeye would always cut apple for me after dinner
he always buy the nicest and crunchiest apple ever
i remember once yeye bought my a gold chain with gold pendant
but some stupid piece of shit snatched it from my neck in malaysia
i will always remember the time when i spent with yeye in genting
the numerous trips to genting when i was young
cos it's yeye's favourite part of msia
how i would always tease him for eating so much during those buffet dinners
i will remember the times when he holds my hand..
his big hand over my small tiny hand
i always thought that he was the beast and i'm belle cos he was a big man when i was a kid
(after watching beauty and the beast)
i will also remember the times when he bought durians after work
and how we would all gather in the kitchen and eat those durians
(then we bought the whole durians and had to diy ourselves)
there was a period of time when i love strawberry.. yeye would buy strawberries for me every week
so much that my brother often tease that he would provide us with a year supply of strawberries
yes he would buy them until i was sick of it
den it was jackfruit, den lychees.. he would buy them for me without fail
i remember the time when i was in primary school.. he would come and pick me up from sch
when my parents cun make it.. (then i was staying with them in the day and go home at nite)
he bought me my first computer..
and he paid for my braces treatment
he practically gave me everything i wanted
he even wanted to pay for my driving but i refuse to let him do it
i told him that i would bring him to genting before uni starts and after he gets well
cos the last time i went on a holiday with him was when i was in sec 2
and that's five years ago
he din make it to the recent genting trip cos it clashes with his medical checkup
he was so sad that morning when we came to pick my grandma up last year
i could see it in his face that he wanted to go so much
but his medical checkup was urgent
my dad was pretty upset that the checkup could not be postponed cos he was saying that it might be his last trip with us
but i din believe it.. i scolded my dad for talking nonsense
now i will never have a chance to do that
he din even wait for me to start uni
he din wait to see me graduate
he's not gonna be around when i get married
he will not be able to carry his great grandchildren
my mum told me that my grandpa has always wanted me to be an accountant
but he din tell me that cos he wanted me to make my own decision
boy arent i glad that i chose accountancy in the end
but the thought that he will never be able to see me graduate as an accountant kinda break my heart
but i know he will be proud of me
i will always remember you yeye..
i love you yeye

i'm so tired now...
haven been getting a good night sleep recently
often i lie in bed... staring into the darkness
unable to get to sleep until the wee hours in the morning..
even after getting into dreamland.. i will wake up periodically
checking the time and just waiting for the right time to get out of bed
and when i look myself in the mirror now
all i see is a pair of swollen and tired eyes staring back at me
even my complexion is starting to deteriorate
when can i finally get back to my normal sleeping-waking-up cycle??
just when?